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Insomnia Gang
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New mpp forum theme ideas
Duchess (in memory of duchess)
- like vapor, but with glowing royal purple instead of cyan
Frog
- various shades of green (ribbits when blank spaces are clicked)
Lover
- valentine’s day colors
Ocean
- deep blues
Infina
- gray colors with glowing orange highlights
Piano
- mostly white with black sections around white glowing text (they play a random piano note when interacted with
Rain
- grayish blue / drained blue (always plays looping rain sounds)
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Im actually just... Done.
Everyone fucking leaves and you know, lately I haven’t gave a fuck but it kinda hurts knowing I don’t have anyone there for me. It hurts knowing that I get used. It hurts knowing that I’m never good enough. It hurts me so fucking much that I give so much for people just for everyone to treat me like shit and to treat me like I’m s ghost. I was okay… I was really fucking okay… And now I’m self-harming almost everyday in the same places, I’m crying every night because of the pain, and my head is hurting. I just want someone that actually cares to tell me it’s okay. I just want ONE person to ACTUALLY love me. I just want me back. I don’t want to end up ending everything. I’m scared. I hate this.