ִ ࣪𖤐⋆˖⁺‧₊☽𝑀𝑒𝓇𝒾𝒹𝒶☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ִ ࣪𖤐 I CAN HELPPPP I HAVE AN A IN GEOMETRY

this week has been complete SHIT. I lost two friends. I’ve been friends with these people for a long time and I’ll explain.

first off, the first friend I’ve lost a few of you know them (wont say who because I don’t need drama) but we stopped being friends 5 days ago because of some things (wont say that either because personal stuff) but that’s been really hurting because they were literally the first person I ever really got close to when I started going to my old school in 5th grade and shes been there for me since day one I just think that once you get older you focus more on relationships and other important things and you forget about all the things that really matter and I think that’s why a lot of people lose friendships.

second off, my friend (we’re gonna say S for his name since I dont want to say his full name) S I’ve been friends with him 10 years so since 2nd grade and back then I really liked him but we were obviously too young to think about relationships. well, I left that school back in 5th grade and we didn’t talk since we didn’t have any way to. anyways, I came back to the same school I used to go to back in 2nd up to 5th grade and he happened to be in one of my classes. well, I started liking him a few months ago and at the time I didn’t know if he had a girlfriend or not so a month back I was going to give him a letter telling him how I felt but come to find out he DID actually have a girlfriend but you know me that didn’t really stop me from liking him because crushes go away but not over night. well, on Wednesday we both went up to Mrs. Langhart’s class (shes a W teacher I love her) for flex (everyone has it but its like a focus/study hall. like if you have any missing assignments or need to go to a teacher then you can) and you know we were talking and then this is where I’ll show some screenshots.






and now we aren’t friends. everyone keeps telling me to give it time and to let him come to me and all this other shit but I didn’t even want this to happen because I KNEW this shit was going to happen. I kept telling myself “should I send it and just get it over with or should I just wait until maybe they break up” because I feel HORRIBLE for liking him when he has a girlfriend in the first place. but we’ve been friends for 10 years. 10 fucking YEARS. and I didn’t want to tell him because I didn’t want this shit. oh yeah, and do you see the fact when he said “I’ll still respect you, I’ll still show you kindness, I will still certainly treat you like a person” but yet I went up to his 6th hour because I had to finish some testing with Mrs. Langhart for English and I tried talking to him and he completely ignored me. so like what?? I get that he needs time I’ve been giving him time. but completely ignoring me and acting like my existence isn’t there hurts just a tad.

oh yeah p.s, THEY ONLY SEE EACH OTHER ON THE WEEKENDS AND SHE DOESNT EVEN GO TO OUR SCHOOL!!!

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also off-topic but regarding me resigning, I’m not doing that I’m just going to take a break for a bit. :)

⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨𝚂𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚡୧⋆ ˚｡ ⋆ alright bro wait. that group was deleted a while ago why is back

oh. ok

I remember this episode specifically, this one was definitely one of my favorites.

Shazz_ omgg you should

⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨𝚂𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚡୧⋆ ˚｡ ⋆ I can join and sing :3

Oh, you want a villain? Lemme show you how I evil
Oh, you think I'm difficult, I'll show you I'm a devil
Sharpshooter lethal, top of food chain like an eagle
Whack-a-mole you weasels, I'm a machine, diesel

Gotta crush, gotta crush, crush you all beneath me
You bitches in my pups, you're droolin' for a squeaky
I'll squash you like a bug, battle-fueled, greasy
Dig my nails into your peach, dead, done, deceased, like

Wooooow
Paint the town blue, riots all around you
Paint the town blue, riots all around you

Wo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ow, yeah
Wo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ow, yeah
Wo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ow, yeah

Paint the town blue, riots all around you

I go rogue, thorns on a rose
Switch my mind up like I want it, then I don't
Heads explode, my little blue clones
I blow this place up, now these ashes fall like snow

I'm no good, I'm rotten to the core
Simulate, play with me, please, I'm bored
Trigger warning, yeah, blood and gore
Jump for your life, there's lava on the floor

Wooooow
Paint the town blue, riots all around you
Wooooow
Paint the town blue, riots all around you

Wo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ow, yeah
Wo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ow, yeah
Wo-o-o-o-o-o-o-ow, yeah

Paint the town blue, riots all around you

❄️ ᴊᴀꜱᴘᴇʀ ❄️ rn lol

𝓑𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓽 lmaooo that’s fair
WAIT ARE U WATCHING ITT