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Even if I thought everything was over and me and Phoenix are done arguing, there are still so many things that remind me of him.
One of my favorite Minecraft YouTubers named PhoenixSC, of course, has the name Phoenix.
I didn’t really think much about it, because it’s not that bad.
One of my favorite video games, just added a Phoenix bird. It’s cool, but I just- w h y.
My mom went out and got my gifts, and she bought me a stuffed animal from TY, guess what the name was.
Yep, Phoenix.
Deep down, I still care about Phoenix, but my stupidity and stubbornness got the best of me.
I know I seem like a huge asshole, and sometimes- no. A l w a y s . I always feel like an asshole, and I apologize for that. I really do.
I speak before I think and my mind is constantly scrambled, and whenever I become stressed I get really angry and get very defensive and aggressive.
It has something to do with various mental disorders, mainly PTSD and ADHD.
I know what some of you are thinking, “Oh, well ADHD never does that to me, what are you talking about?”
ADHD affects everyone differently, and like I said before, I have other factors that affect me.
I grew up and still am in an environment where arguments and fighting are very common, and sometimes it climaxes to crazy levels. I was never taught any good coping mechanisms, nor was I treated or disciplined right.
Phoenix, if you’re reading this, I’m sorry.
Apart from this, I recently got a mouse and I’m constantly crying and grieving, so I’m probably not going to bother being on anymore. Life is hard and everything is rough for me, as the typical teenager life is.
I also opened commissions, I’ll do that in another post.
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pheo has you blocked but if you want i can send him a message for you
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Goofbread🍌😸 I could change my username to something less common if that’d help.
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Please feel free to hate me for this. But, this is the fakest apology I’ve ever read. You just blamed everything on your mental health and took zero responsibility for anything that you did. I don’t even know what you did but I personally wouldn’t accept the apology. You can’t blame everything on your mental health or family. I know because I used to do this exact same thing. Maybe I’m in the wrong here but thats m. opinion.
Love,
Salty
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Salty no seriously though. This posts sounds a lot like “me, me, me” and less “You, everyone else, the people I’ve hurt”
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I counted 17 times.they talked about therirself 17 times
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Yaboralski they only mentioned Phoenix 4 times
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I would’ve liked an apology that was more like “I’m sorry for blah blah blah, I shall try to fix my ways by blah blah blah blah” and not like “sorry, but I have depression, ADHD, PTSD, bad home life, another three hundred mental disorders on top, and whieekndoskdkskdorkdisjeirr” like damn bro, we get it. It’s hard for you…but still, I have a lot of that and I don’t say that every time I need to take responsibility.
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@Cyx exactly
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Well ion why y’all can’t jus talk and figure it who gives af bout everyone were all online we don’t know each other irl hate me if you want but there’s always people finna make fake ass apology and theres nothing we can do about it if he’s being honest okay?
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I guess I wasn’t clear enough.
I take full responsibility for being an asshole to Phoenix, me arguing was a stupid idea. I was just saying why these things can happen.
Damn, even when I try to apologize and reason why I do things or at least try to let yoy guys know that I’m a fucked up bitch asshole retard you still rub it in
I know what I did was wrong and I admit what I did was wrong Phoenix is a nice person who didn’t deserve this
Gen z is the most unforgiving most evil generation ever
I’m sorry for being a selfish shit wadd of stupidity and I should go die in a hole like the rest of the furry community because one mistake or action you guys will start attacking without understanding or anything
All you guys do is search for drama and gossip and other horrible things to try and cancel someone and make their life horrible
All I was trying to do was apologize for my actions, and make you guys aware of some reasons on why I did my stupid selfish actions, trying to make it seem a little less crazy.
Sorry for everything, sorry for making it seem like it was all about me.
Phoenix has feelings, I should have been more mature about my actions.
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@Cyx not everyone is the same, of course, you’ve been treated better and have been able to adapt and be more confident and social with everyone, and not everyone gets that. I admire that from you.
But like I said, I’m still sorry for sounding selfish.
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@Pԋσҽɳιx no, no. I just was trying to say I kept being reminded how I was an asshole, and I just couldn’t stop feeling bad, so I wanted to apologize.
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Salty I know it sounds fake, and I apologize for that. I didn’t know it sounded fake, I just kept writing what I thought sounded right in my head. Sorry for that.
4/27/22
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Yaboralski I was just trying to reason why I did it
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Goofbread🍌😸 it’s alright I guess, no need to apologize to me… You didn’t do anything to me so.
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@Cyx well, yes, I made you upset. Upset enough for you to comment with the rest of the people. So for that, I’m sorry.
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i have 95 mental illnesses and banned from most public places
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@Burger oh-
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