I'm not. (another vent/rant paragraph)

[alyx.iz.in.starzz]

I’m not masculine enough but also not feminine enough. I’m not fat but i’m also not skinny enough. My chest isn’t flat enough. And the only time i’m truly happy is on calls with him. I feel like a boy but i dont look like one, so no one sees me as one. Im not right. Im never right. Im upset at myself for who i am. Ive become the sad stoner skater boy and i cant change it. I wanna be happy. My feelings confuse me. I wanna right songs, I wanna write poetry, but im scared no ones gonna like the words i have to say. If i was a skeleton none of this would matter. I dont think ill ever truly be happy. Im sorry to everyone who hates me. I deserve it.

[A Former User]

@sadboy_bees clay. i know that im probably the last person youd like to hear this from especially since im not too good with words anymore. but, i can tell you that you WILL find happiness, whether its right now or later in the future. you might not look or act like the things you want to act like or look like but your perfect as you are and nobody can ever tell you differently. ive never once hated you even tho we’ve had our fights and problems. you’ve been an amazing person to me and if your happiness right now is being on call or talking to the person you love then thats fine. at least at those times your truly happy and not faking it. but, not matter how much you say your not something you CAN always be the things you want to be. time is everything and thats something i have to tell myself too,

[alyx.iz.in.starzz]

𝜗𝜚 rylie ty rylei i appreacitate you

[kitkatgirlie]

@sadboy_bees if u feel like a boy then u are one

[finn.in.outer.space.]

It doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. Stop trying to please everyone because you’re gonna lose yourself. Look, stop worrying about everyone else and make yourself happy.

[finn.in.outer.space.]

@omgitsfinneas It doesnt matter what you look like, hell I wore a dress yesterday and I’m still a boy. What about drag queens? They’re still boys. You’re no different, you’re still a body regardless of your body and you’re perfect the way you arre

[Rēsh-1]

@sadboy_bees flat or not, even if you look like an alien, or a fish, or a chicken nugget, you all taste the same are still a boy or girl (or both if ur intersex)

[kitkatgirlie]

@laraiia AYOOOOOOO

[Rēsh-1]

kitkatgirlie SHHH SHUT UP

[kitkatgirlie]

@laraiia >->