I lied to you all. Iโm so sorry.
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I made a discord alt in case my main was banned, as so many people were reporting me. Aka, Cryptic. I made an mppc account for her, for shits and giggles. People were catching on. So, being the chicken i am, i deleted cryptic and feeling absolutely miserable, took a break. When i come back i got a few dms that were like โawwee your gfs so sweetโ and that made my heart sink even more. I lied more, saying her mom found her mppc and discord. Soon, someone started telling people that me and cryptic had used the same email. I had to lie to my friends. That hurt.
(Tl;dr: cryptic isnโt real. The rumors are true.)
everyone needs to know how much of a bitch i was. I genuinely canโt keep lying anymore.
Iโm sorry. I understand if you think iโm horrible.
Thank you for reading this semi short apology.
- Enzi
i look back at my old self and see two things.
embarrassment and pain
i blame them for all of this.
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@Enzi hey man. you gotta do what you gotta do, yk? honestly even tho i had no idea any of this was happening i forgive you. lying is something everyone does and if we dont forgive you then its never going to go away. i dont want your reputation to end bc of it so ill try my best to bring it up. your cool dont let people bring that down <3
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@Enzi lmao its fine
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@Enzi Oh- Okay
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@Enzi
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@Enzi MAN STFU well ive never seen cryptic before BUT WHO CARES YOU ADMITTED AND NOONES MAD WOOHOO mwah :3
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@_-nyx-_ I love and care about you. I think you deserve a real partner, but when youโre actually old enough, thatโs just my opinion lol
โ๐๐ rylie said in I lied to you all. Iโm so sorry.:
honestly even tho i had no idea any of this was happening i forgive you.
Such a relatable statement though. So many times people confess about something and I feel bad that it was so huge to them but at the same time, I wouldnt even know what it was about LOL
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@Duchess i want a real partner now >:/
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@_-nyx-_ What about having a partner do you like?
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@Duchess someone who i can trust and enjoy spending time with even more than a bestie
And cause finn makes me feel single
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@_-nyx-_ What is โmore than a bestieโ though.
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@Duchess so i donโt have to hold my feelings in that little amount I always do even with a best friend.
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@_-nyx-_ idek who is cryptic-
BUT SINCE YOU ADMITTED IT, WE ARENโT MAD YOU LIED. you took the time to apologize and thatโs okay! you deserve forgiveness from God and me.
i also had no idea this was happening at all
but it is hard to find a partner so i feel your pain -
@laraiia well she was only here for a day because I accedentally did an oopsie and felt shitty then deleted it
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@_-nyx-_ man really did an april fools on us
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@laraiia it wasnโt april fools
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@_-nyx-_ oopsies meant that to be a joke
but still, i hope you find someone <3 you deserve a partner
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@laraiia i do cause iโm so unbearably attractive
/j (iโm joking donโt murder me please๐ญ)
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@_-nyx-_ You dont have to be in a relationship with someone in order to โhave someone you trust.โ I notice people think that being in a relationship = you dont need boundaries, you dont to worry about sharing personal info, secrets, or anything. Even if you just got into the relationship. Itโs crazy how as soon as someone gets into a relationship, they just spill out all their secrets and personal info. I get the dream is that they want to be with this person a lifetime, but thatโs a HUGE commitment that most people cant even fulfill, especially when theyโre young. And whenever people break up, they regret sharing what they did. My point here is, just becuase someoneโs in a relationship with you, doesnt mean theyโre any more trustworthy than a friend. Itโs not like being in a relationship with someone magically changes someone into the most trustworthy being ever.
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@Duchess I understand
Itโs just hard to explain without sounding weird
