7

[ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx]

Hear me here, someday my voice might not be near. Steer clear of thine tears, for you have nothing to fear while I’m with you, dear. Stardust light-years smear the canvas of space amidst their career.
Even now, I wonder how to move on while you’re still around. In this world of white noise, you’re my favorite sound. Surrounded by the loud, I traverse the ground, hoping your voice can be found.
And All I See is you next to me; a ghost of you tangled up in my sheets. These memories cleave reality, leaving me happy in fantastic fantasy. It’s what I want, not what I need; a shadow of you haunting my dreams. Sleep with me by the sea, see serene scenes that need to be seen to be believed. It seems these melancholy memories seep deep into the beach beneath a star-studied galaxy, a streak of stellar beauty speeding quickly to meet the fleeting ocean of peace. Piece together the puzzle named Phoenix Pomani and help me flee into the endless possibility that is infinity so I can spend eternity with Katie. Thy majesty, I’m so lonely without thee.
Variations on the insane; are they really different if they originate from the same pain? Do they truly stray enough from the first name with just one change? …Am I different in a good way, or just strange? Am I ever going to be okay, or just stay crazy in the membrane? My brain’s labyrinth maze keeps me caged, restricting what I say. I wanted to call for help, but nobody came.
Everyday, a couple walks by, and I feel like I want to cry. You’ve got my eyes, you’ve invaded my mind, and lied every time I tried to find the light in the night. Sine wave signs arrive, a sonic rhyme shining without starlight. A shining star collides with the dark twilight, a white ball shimmering with blinding sight. Blind eyes could keep this cold star alive. Only we can ignite the night like stars glowing bright amidst the stellar tides, building castles from the sands of time. Heaven’s on standby.
No. There’s nobody who truly knows. I’m on my own, and I don’t… I won’t… I… I’m alone…

I’m alone…
So… alone…

Only my soul can glow like stars’ stellar show in the cold, like gold amidst coal. I am infinity’s goal, yet eternity’s age of old. Thine eyes stare into the bones of what will soon be bold.
Now I stand on the edge of the universe, gazing into the void. The void stares back with no eyes, but presents me with a familiar figure.

Standing on an invisible platform, Jayce Gilpin gazes into my eyes with a cold unspoken threat. All mine towers crumble down, and flowers gasp under the rumble.
Thine actions traumatized me, and yet, I cried tears of joy when you finally responded. Now, you no longer have me ensnared, and I have the option of hurting you back.
Alone together at the edge of the universe, your gaze attempts to frighten me.
“No, Gilpin.” I command, my voice echoing across space. “You’re no longer a part of my life.”
Demon’s eyes widen in anger, but now starlight begins to flood the abyss, enveloping us in bliss.
“Begone, witch.”
Your frame is engulfed by iridescent starlight, fiery highlights igniting the once cold night. Thine eyes go wide with fright, but all that befalls you is flight to another stellar time. I’m alone, but that’s fine, for I still have enough time to find another lover who wants me to be her’s, and her to be mine.

[A Former User]

did you just subtly tell us heaven is on standby

[Lorak]

@zack Totally.

[Lorak]

These seven poems, wow! All a great read!