I wanna be pretty... I want to be able to be loved... I want to be able TO love...
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Blake I mean, Iβll accept it, but I justβ¦canβt say it back to anyone without feeling guilty, because the last guy I dated, I really liked and it turned out he was just a dick, so now I have to basically relearn how to love and be loved, because I donβt know what itβs supposed to feel like anymore.
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The hate will only hurt you more.
Unfortunately I canβt not feel like this. I always have a bout of this at least once every year, but this one is hitting really hard, and I just feel like Iβm never good enough. :/
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn- iβm sorry abt that-
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Iβm so sorry you had to feel that. I know exactly what that feeling is and itβs absolutely horrible. I hope you feel better and iβm here if you need someone to talk to <3
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Blake yeah. So I just generally feel like shit right now, and being surrounded by people who havenβt helped it at all. I have to spend at least an hour with them almost daily.
Iβm always near the guy I dated who ended up being a liar and a cheater, and the girl who basically subtly body/fat-shamed me last year. -
@ur-fav-arsonist I appreciate it. Unfortunately, itβs probably just something I need to suck it up and get over and have a crisis over every year.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp oofβ¦-
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Blake yeah, itβsβ¦itβs not fun. Iβm going to tell you right now.
This crisis, plus the age crisis (please donβt ask, I might cry if I have to explain it), plus basically body dysmorphia is a bitch. -
@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp I respect that. I wonβt ask <3
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Blake I appreciate it. Ty. <33
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Np <3