TW suicide.

[Sphinx]

I wanna kill my mother fucking self.
I just had a whole mental breakdown yesterday, and today? I’m about to have another one. I’m irritated. I’m tired. I can’t breathe. I still feel like my dad’s heavy ass is on my chest.

I’m scared he’s secretly signing me up for the mental hospital.

Or for me to go back to my mom.

I’m scared, mad, and in pain.

I’m so fucked up. I don’t deserve to live here. Or anywhere. Or at all.

I don’t deserve life.

I need to kill myself. In a painless, silent way.

[Sphinx]

I can’t breathe