Sphinx I think there’s a ugc head in catalogue avatar that mimics the effect of eyes following you I could go and grab the name of it if you’re interested :p!!

Shazz_ of course, of course! I’m always happy to spread awareness of things like this!

So since I’m not under the constant stress of my mom, Ive been noticing more things about myself and my mental health and things I need to seek a therapist for (Venting and diagnosing)

I have been concerned about me possibly having Autism, Depression, Anxiety, PTSD and Dissociation (A symptom of anxiety)

And after talking to a Autistic friend (who’s also very smart btw) He mentioned to me RSD or Rejection Sensitivity disorder… This is a new one and with my research I really feel I resonate with the symptoms of RSD…

I hope my dad and step mom can get me into therapy so I can hopefully be diagnosed and treated and lean how to cope with the mental trauma, Emotional regulation, and just… The meltdowns and Anxiety…

I don’t care what my family has to say about
“just turn to God”
“You just wanna be diagnosed with everything 😒”
“You always want the worse diagnosis”
"You aren’t autistic because my niece… "
"You don’t seem autistic to me! "
“Youre just childish / it’s just hormones”
“God didn’t make you this way”

And so on.
I am looking out for me…
If nobody understands me then so be it… But if they don’t want to help me solve the problem and instead be the problem, then maybe they shouldn’t give me advice at all.

@Petrol-Consumer Thank you!!

You said my name like it used to mean something
Now it’s just noise in your mouth
I trace the echo in your silence
Tryna find the version of me you love
I still wear the warmth
From the nights you meant it
But it’s colder now
And I’m the only one shivering
If you loved me then, why does it feel like I’m a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I’m still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then, why couldn’t you stay?
I see your shadow in every sunrise
But it never turns around
I scream your name into the quiet
But it only answers with doubt
I still wear the scars
Like they’re proof you’re real
But they fade every time I remember you forget me!
If you loved me then, why does it feel like I’m a stranger now?
You built me up just to watch me fall
I’m still bleeding from the words you never said
If you loved me then, why couldn’t you stay?
I gave you every version of me
But you only loved the one you could leave
If you loved me then, don’t pretend I was easy to forget
I’m still screaming in the silence you left
If you loved me then, why does it feel like you never did?

Riku / Hyuka . Alot of spongebob stuff lol and chocolate

˜”*°•.˜”*°•ᴅᴇꜱᴅᴇᴍᴏɴᴀ ꜱʟᴀᴛᴇʀ•°*”˜.•°*”˜ THANK YOU HAAHAHAAA

˜”*°•.˜”*°•ᴅᴇꜱᴅᴇᴍᴏɴᴀ ꜱʟᴀᴛᴇʀ•°*”˜.•°*”˜ WOOOOOO!!!

Koda

Eats art

10/10 crunchy and spicy :3

Soverign
Total votes :3

ball knowledge
ball power
B A L L I N E S E

@Raven I KNEW SOMEONE WAS GONNA SAY THIS

@Raven

what was this freaky era of mine

(still a freak now btw </3)

I was probs on my school computer at that time

@Raven

What the fuck </3

Ts was so long ago

@Raven yee, just chillin around, bored

yay (I hate Christmas)

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This is my first time designing his boyfriend so he kinda just looks like this until I figure out how he’s gonna look
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˜”*°•.˜”*°•ᴅᴇꜱᴅᴇᴍᴏɴᴀ ꜱʟᴀᴛᴇʀ•°*”˜.•°*”˜ i will also be here, but just, inactive. Not like completely, it’s mostly just life is wearing me down until i vanish into the dust that created me.

If you know you know…

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