This close from having an outburst đ€
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@Duchess my mom is baptis
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blank two Oh, okay.
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blank two What do you do that makes your mom think you are being influenced by a demon?
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@Duchess be gay, wear baggy/alt clothing, have gay friends, had two toxic friends, is constantly sad, knows I wanted to kms before, my drawings, my eyes (she thinks she can see my soul in my eyes and see how Iâve changed negatively)
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blank two I kind of know where she gets the âJesabelleâ thing from. I live in a Christian house hold too lol. My own family doesnât want me being gay, but thatâs not gonna stop me. (despite the F slur being said) Donât let your motherâs views and beliefs stop you. And yes, Ik being gay is wrong, but its not hurting anyone. So you keep being you. :3
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why did you mention everyone
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@InvalidBandit lol idk
To expose my loving mother đ„°đč
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Sapphire!!! my mom calls them the f slur too
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Like if I were to draw this,
Sheâd ask me the meaning behind it and why I drew it. Then sheâd ask if I wanna be that drawing and if I say no, sheâd be like, âwhy are you lying? chucklesâ and Iâd try to explain why Iâm not and sheâd be like "I canât believe that. " itâs her form of gaslighting me
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blank two Iâll be honest, I can see if she had some disagreement with the being gay thing but the rest is just nonsense. Youâre allowed to have gay friends. Youâre allowed to have had some toxic friends as long as theyâre not still in your life (because we all make mistakes in life), youâre allowed to be sad, and youâre allowed to draw what you want (as long as itâs not innipropriate, then Iâd say thatâs bad). Now the major outlier there is the part about her âseeing into your eyesâ bit. Thatâs just mumbo jumbo. Sheâs probably just seeing things she wants to see.
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blank two Ah, okay. I mean. If my child showed me this Iâd be concerned xD Since theyâre kind of inappropriately dressed. But I wouldnt think it had to do with demons.
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@Duchess she letâs me draw for 30 minutes once a week. Even then I dont have the feels to draw because shell ask me shit about it. Even then she wonât let me use references so I donât know anything new to draw.
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@Duchess even if I drew her with normal clothes sheâd ask, or even if they didnât have a body I just drew a head
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blank two So does her asking about your art bother you a lot then?
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@Duchess very, because she gaslights me in the process đ
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blank two Could you tell me about how she gaslights you about the art?
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blank two I draw demonic stuff all the time, and my family donât know where itâs from lol
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@Duchess well I just said, she asks me why I drew (character) no matter if theyre appropriately dresses. Id tell her I donât know or because itâs the only think I know how to draw with no refrence pictures. She says, âyour lyingâ then goes on to tell me how I wished it was me because of the short hair even if theyâre a while different fucking race/skin tone. Shed end up not believing me and thatâs why she always thinks Iâm lying to her đ„°
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@Duchess even tho she has no proof that Iâm lying sheâs just pulling dumbass shit from her ass
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Sapphire!!! lol
