So I just found this out. . .
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Fun fact I didn’t know till now but my parents told me they were planning on testing me for autism because I might genuinely have it. Which honestly would explain quite a bit about me. But my dumbass fucking insurance wouldn’t fuckin cover it. My dad told me that they wanted to test me to be sure but I am probably autistic. All be it a high functioning autistic . But autistic. I brought up that I have hearing issues and get panicked around yelling or loud noises. And my hands get really shaky I brought up that I have hearing issues and get panicked around yelling or loud noises. And my hands get really shaky. Like I legit have panic attacks when I hear people yelling. One time I was on a call with @fallen-angel (she a bestie) and her aunt and uncle (the people she lives with) were fighting and I started freaking out and she could tell so she muted until it was over. <-- @fallen-angel thank you for that btw ❤️
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@Thetruepath it’s np but I’ll try not to call u next time when my uncle is drunk so I might not be able to call as much bc he’s always drunk or yelling and insurance is stupid for not coverinf it
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@fallen-angel Ong it is. But yeah. Thank you so much. Love you bro ❤️
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@Thetruepath love u too man ❤️
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@Thetruepath Well that’s an interesting potential discovery. Im sure it’ll be great once you figure out if you have autism or not so you can make the necessary adjustments in your life. It’s also nice to know an explanation for any current issues you experience. Sometimes knowing you have something is better than not and thinking you’re just a little off lol
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@Duchess yeah lol. It’s just like. Off putting because to me that explains a lot about me but like. It’s a lot. And idk it’s kinda just messing with me cuz I legit never even thought about that possiblity
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@Thetruepath I can imagine. I think it’s important to at least never start believing you are any less capable of anything. There are differences in how autistic people think vs non autistic. It can bring a different perspective in the room sometimes. I also believe that you should never think autism = ignorant/stupid/challenged. That’s a huge mistake people make. I mean, just look around at autistic people who succeed so well in life, even better than some non autistic people. You can look online if you’re interested. I dont know if you’ve heard of when someone says “that must be your autism” lol. Like if you’re highly invested in one topic and are basically a master in everything with that one thing. I had an autistic friend who was really into fishing. He might have struggled in school a lot, but he could tell you everything about fish/fishing in general. So it really made me sad when people thought he was stupid. I wouldnt think of autism as a hurtle built into your life. I’d think of it as having a slightly different set of lenses. Maybe it’s a little different. Maybe it’s a lot different. But it doesn’t make you blind or distort the world.
I wasn’t going to say this, but oddly my parents used to talk to eachother about how they thought I needed to get tested for sort of mental disability. It was because of how I never know how to close my mouth and didn’t seem to get things very fast. They still say how things just go over my head lol. I used to feel bad, but it’s okay.
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Don’t lose hope. Recently, I witnessed a graduated autistic student be awarded for both exceptionally high grades and community service. He was awarded a much higher honor than I did, especially amazing for him.
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@Karol wow that’s awesome. Good on that kid lol
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@Thetruepath said in So I just found this out. . .:
I brought up that I have hearing issues and get panicked around yelling or loud noises. And my hands get really shaky I brought up that I have hearing issues and get panicked around yelling or loud noises. And my hands get really shaky. Like I legit have panic attacks when I hear people yelling.
From Me: OH MY GOD. I DO TOO TTP!
@Thetruepath Said: One time I was on a call with @fallen-angel (she a bestie) and her aunt and uncle (the people she lives with) were fighting and I started freaking out and she could tell so she muted until it was over. <-- @fallen-angel thank you for that btw ❤️
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@YourLocalPansexual yeah i didn’t even consider me being autistic as a possibility :/
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@Thetruepath Damn, When Do You Think You’ll Get The Test?
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@YourLocalPansexual idk. honestly the sooner i can the better but it’s probably gonna be me getting and potentially paying for my test since my insurance is stupid
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@Thetruepath Rip
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@YourLocalPansexual ong
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@Thetruepath Lmao
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FINALLY, I TOOK OVER THE RECENTS