i hate myself

[boykisser]

nothing I do is ever good and i’m just so fucking stupid its unreal literally I don’t even know why im here still like i just wanna die and I hate everything about myself its not even funny anymore
jholy shitf I feel like sobbing and its FUCKING INSANE. I hate myself so fucking much I don’t even wanna be here anymore :(
(this is just a stupid vent, not explaining anything. I just kinda wanted to rant about some dumbass shit because i’m sobbing)

[Bandit]

@femboy-X3 Woah, crap, that’s a lot! If you wanna talk more, I can listen via DMs

[A Former User]

@femboy-X3 You are enough. You could be giving all you are to the world, and there will always be people who want more. Just because you cant meet expectations doesnt mean you arent enough. I know it still hurts if you get punished or bullied for not meeting expectations. It might be controversial to say, but there is a God who is smiling down upon you always. And who always sees you as enough. And even when people stomp you down, kick you around, it is not in vain. People dont suffer for no reason, pal. People are not meant to sit around and expect the perfect parents, perfect friends, and perfect life. You dont learn how to live in the light if they’ve never seen the darkness.

You are not stupid. Whatever makes you feel stupid, forget it. Yknow who was told by their own teacher they were stupid? Einstein. Intelligence isnt speed or cleverness. You can take twice as long to get something, and you could be the most dull student. People’s brains arent made the exact same way, nor are our personalities. As Einstein had said, ‘dont judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree.’ So stop trying to compare yourself to others who seemingly master what you dont. You have far greater abilities that one day, or even today, that they don’t have.

[A Former User]

You are a funny, valuable, and loving person.

[A Former User]

@femboy-X3
You’re still so young. You have your entire life ahead of you. You have so much potential. You have incredible potential to be a part of something that could change the world. Even if you hate yourself (which I don’t believe anyone truly should) you should at least love you who have the potential to become.