I dunno if I can do ts anymore. [TW: Mentions of: Suicide and body shaming, and throwing up, etc.]

[꧁Your Local Lesbian꧂]

Recently, I was working on how much I can eat before my stomach makes me throw it up, I was eating pretzels I had gotten a couple days ago when my sister came in and started calling me fat because I was eating a big bag of pretzels.

She knows I have problems eating, so the fact she even tried too argue with me when I yelled at her about it is rather insulting but I'm not that surprised considering me and her have always been at each others throats.

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Recently, I was in a car accident about almost a week ago, I kinda hoped I would have been killed in that car accident, I can't deal with all the self-hatred, the negativity from home, school, etc. There's only a few people who can make me better without having too make me feel invalidated about my feelings.

I've attempted three times and all we're unsuccessful. Why can't I just be myself without having too feel like I need too watch what I say, what I wear or eat 24/7?

This year and 20234 have been absolute shit and I genuinely just wanna go back too drugs, but then I'd cause extra trouble that nobody nor myself need.

Too many negative things have happened and I don't know how much I can take anymore.

[A Former User]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_}
I see that you’re experiencing a lot of stress about your weight and looks, and I’m sorry you feel that way.
I would love to help.

DM me for a personal chat if you feel comfortable.

[A Former User]

If not, It’s best that you talk to a skilled therapist, or people dealing with similar problems

7cups.com

betterhelp.com

[A Former User]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} Oh no, that sounds horrible.

Do you have a eating disorder?

Also tell me your adress, i’ll take care of your mom for you

[A Former User]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} said in I dunno if I can do ts anymore. [TW: Mentions of: Suicide and body shaming, and throwing up, etc.]:

She knows I have problems eating, so the fact she even tried too argue with me when I yelled at her about it is rather insulting but I’m not that surprised considering me and her have always been at each others throats.

Well that might be true that you go at eachother about stuff, but that’s just…rude, especially since you yelled at her for it. In any situation, no matter who you know, comments about people’s appearance isnt good at all. And people wonder why people are so self-conscious these days lol

[꧁Your Local Lesbian꧂]

@Cawwie According too the Doctor, I have Bulimia[??]

[A Former User]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} This?

[꧁Your Local Lesbian꧂]

@保志久美 Yeah

[A Former User]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_}
Alright, If you feel comfortable talking to me or using the links I just sent, then that’s great.

It’s always good to let these feelings of stress, hurt, and Negative self value.

[Wubbrle the Wubble]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} Im really sorry that u went through this :( this must be a stressful situation rn, also dont go back to the drugs :((… i might not be a therapist, but drugs are bad- i really hope that your life gets better and more lucky as soon as possible-

[A Former User]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} i wish you the best life ever, and just maybe, maybe it will happen someday.
rude assholes who hate for no reason piss me off. you’re perfect just the way you are. i hope everything gets better.

[Wubbrle the Wubble]

@Tinsoda TOTALLY AGREED

[iwantyoutoperish]

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_} said in I dunno if I can do ts anymore. [TW: Mentions of: Suicide and body shaming, and throwing up, etc.]:

Recently, I was in a car accident about almost a week ago, I kinda hoped I would have been killed in that car accident

Im so glad youre alright.

I can’t deal with all the self-hatred, the negativity from home, school, etc

youre always welcome here to ease your mind off it. Everyone here will be supportive, YLL.

This year and 20234 have been absolute shit and I genuinely just wanna go back too drugs

Please dont. Drugs are not, and never will be a solution. If you need help, someone to talk to, or someone to just dump on, you an always text me on here or discord. Love you YLL. Please stay safe <3