crying so hard rn </3 (tw: mentions of killing myself)

[h4lfie]

i miss him so fucking bad
told him i would kill myself and considered it and decided not to
and he lef tme
fucking left me
im so fucking sad rn i look miserable
hang myself drown myself slit my throat cut my wrists suffocate myself with a pillow drink alcohol (underage, i would die) smash my head on my desk
whatever stops the pain istg my eyes hurt from crying

[Star_lover]

@boykisser im sorry that happened to you :( you can do me if you ever need to vent <3

[Infina-Phoenix]

@boykisser I know how you feel. The only thing that I tell myself that stops me is something I know you shouldn’t do to yourself. I tell myself “You don’t deserve the relief, Phoenix.”. I tell myself that all of the time. But I know you don’t need that in your life, so here’s my proposition. Get help. Get therapy from a professional or somebody that you trust with all of your heart that isn’t your ex. Talk to your friends about it, your family, anybody who you trust with that info. If you can’t do that, then just roll with the punches. Deal with the pain until you get tired of it, and then work on moving forward. The end of a relationship is not the end of you, it is an opportunity to find yourself before you find another partner.