Multiplayer Piano Community Forum
    • Categories
    • Unread
    • Recent
    • Tags
    • Popular
    • Users
    • Groups
    • Admin
    • MPP Social
    • Register
    • Login

    Why do I always need to prove myself to others?

    Scheduled Pinned Locked Moved Vent
    24 Posts 3 Posters 877 Views
    Loading More Posts
    • Oldest to Newest
    • Newest to Oldest
    • Most Votes
    Reply
    • Reply as topic
    Log in to reply
    This topic has been deleted. Only users with topic management privileges can see it.
    • ?
      A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
      last edited by

      @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp …I don’t know.

      Your Local Shadow SimpY 2 Replies Last reply Reply Quote 0
      • Your Local Shadow SimpY
        π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
        last edited by

        @Poptart_Yeeter that’s what I’m trying to figure out.
        Why do I have to be the one who puts in more work than everyone else, and still get the same results?
        Why do I have to be the one who’s exhausted, even if I didn’t do anything wrong?

        π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

        1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
        • Your Local Shadow SimpY
          π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
          last edited by

          @Poptart_Yeeter It’s so tiring and mentally and physically draining, and I just can’t keep up sometimes…

          π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

          ? 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
          • ?
            A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
            last edited by

            @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp I’m sorry-

            Your Local Shadow SimpY 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
            • Your Local Shadow SimpY
              π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
              last edited by

              @Poptart_Yeeter don’t be sorry. It’s clearly my fault, according to other people. Everything manages to be my fault.

              π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

              ? 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
              • ?
                A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
                last edited by

                @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp How do you know it’s your fault? Your life consists of toxic people. Usually you can’t change them so just walk away

                Your Local Shadow SimpY 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                • Your Local Shadow SimpY
                  π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
                  last edited by

                  @Poptart_Yeeter and leave behind my passion of music? Leave behind my chance to go to State Solo/Small Ensemble? State Large Group? All State?

                  Naturally, you see my dilemma.

                  π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

                  ? 2 Replies Last reply Reply Quote 0
                  • ?
                    A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
                    last edited by

                    @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Oh- Well I don’t know what to do- I’m sorry.

                    1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                    • ?
                      A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
                      last edited by

                      @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp That’s like me giving up being a author. it’s not gonna happen

                      Your Local Shadow SimpY 2 Replies Last reply Reply Quote 0
                      • Your Local Shadow SimpY
                        π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
                        last edited by

                        @Poptart_Yeeter exactly. So unfortunately, because of that, I have to have the toxic people in my life, whether I like it or not. And we kind of have to like each other, because we need to work together as a team for our ensembles to be the best they can be.

                        π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

                        1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                        • Your Local Shadow SimpY
                          π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
                          last edited by

                          @Poptart_Yeeter even if one of them is basically a fucking criminal. But that’s a different story for a different day. Or for the DMs if you’re that curious, because I don’t remember if I’ve told you about him.

                          π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

                          ? 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                          • ?
                            A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
                            last edited by

                            @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp said in Why do I always need to prove myself to others?:

                            . Or for the DMs if you’re that curious,

                            u havent told me about him but its good if u dont wanna

                            Your Local Shadow SimpY 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                            • Your Local Shadow SimpY
                              π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @A Former User
                              last edited by

                              @Poptart_Yeeter I can lmao. I will out this man literally every chance I get.

                              π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

                              ? 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                              • ?
                                A Former User @Your Local Shadow Simp
                                last edited by

                                @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp OOP- go ahead:sob;

                                1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                                • FailedF
                                  failed Banned @Your Local Shadow Simp
                                  last edited by

                                  best advice

                                  dont prove yourself
                                  fuck them (not literally)
                                  walk away knowing your cool
                                  ask THEM to prove themselves

                                  Your Local Shadow SimpY 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                                  • Your Local Shadow SimpY
                                    π–€π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒𖀐 Dumpster Fire Children @Failed
                                    last edited by

                                    @siloxa922 said in Why do I always need to prove myself to others?:

                                    fuck them (not literally)

                                    I was like bet- aww- nevermind. (/j I’m ace guys- it’s all jokes-)

                                    π”π”žπ”«π”’ 𝔇𝔬𝔒 𝔦𝔰 𝔴π”₯π”žπ”± 𝔱π”₯𝔒 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔬𝔫𝔒𝔯 π”°π”žπ”¦π”‘, 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢 π”Ÿπ”¬π”‘π”Ά, 𝔫𝔬𝔱 π”ͺ𝔢 π”₯π”’π”žπ”‘. 𝔑𝔬 π”­π”žπ”―π”’π”«π”±π”° π” π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔰𝔬 𝔱π”₯𝔒𝔢 𝔫𝔒𝔳𝔒𝔯 π”©π”’π”žπ”―π”«π”’π”‘ π”ͺ𝔢 π”«π”žπ”ͺ𝔒, 𝔬𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔬 β„‘ 𝔲𝔰𝔒𝔑 𝔱𝔬 π”Ÿπ”’. 𝔐𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔒, π”žπ”« 𝔲𝔫𝔯𝔒𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔳𝔒𝔑 π”ͺ𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔒𝔯𝔢. 𝔉𝔯𝔬π”ͺ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”° π”ͺπ”žπ”‘π”’, π”žπ”«π”‘ π”žπ”°π”₯𝔒𝔰 β„‘ 𝔯𝔒𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫. 𝔄𝔫𝔑 𝔰𝔬 β„‘ π”΄π”žπ”©π”¨ π”žπ”©π”¬π”«π”’ π”žπ”«π”‘ 𝔴𝔬𝔫𝔑𝔒𝔯 𝔴π”₯𝔢?

                                    FailedF 1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                                    • FailedF
                                      failed Banned @Your Local Shadow Simp
                                      last edited by

                                      @Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp said in Why do I always need to prove myself to others?:

                                      I was like bet

                                      forget the (not literally bit)

                                      1 Reply Last reply Reply Quote 0
                                      • First post
                                        Last post
                                      EvnikaE Wubbrle the [REDACTED]W your_search_history_scares_meY

                                      3

                                      Online

                                      1.0k

                                      Users

                                      64.4k

                                      Topics

                                      560.6k

                                      Posts
                                      Powered by NodeBB | Contributors