I feel like a shitty person for doing this.
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I have a really close friend (AKA the guy who I got shipped with on Halloween) who lives a town over, and he recently confessed his feelings for me.
I hadnβt really thought about him like that, and Iβm still kind of going through a comp-het crisis.(If you don't know what that is, ask me in DMs.)
I told him I wasnβt really ready to move on to a relationship after that for a multitude of reasons.
He understood, and respected that. Weβre still friends.
I just told someone the other day that Iβll wait for him. I mean, itβll be years (at least 4), butβ¦I still feel terrible.
I want to wait for him, and I donβt feel anything for my other friend, butβ¦it just feels wrong for some reason.I donβt know why, it justβ¦does.
πππ«π’ ππ¬π’ π¦π° π΄π₯ππ± π±π₯π’ π π¬π―π¬π«π’π― π°ππ¦π‘, π±π₯π’πΆ π£π¬π²π«π‘ πͺπΆ ππ¬π‘πΆ, π«π¬π± πͺπΆ π₯π’ππ‘. ππ¬ πππ―π’π«π±π° π ππͺπ’, π°π¬ π±π₯π’πΆ π«π’π³π’π― π©π’ππ―π«π’π‘ πͺπΆ π«ππͺπ’, π¬π― π΄π₯π¬ β π²π°π’π‘ π±π¬ ππ’. ππΆ π©π¦π£π’, ππ« π²π«π―π’π°π¬π©π³π’π‘ πͺπΆπ°π±π’π―πΆ. ππ―π¬πͺ ππ°π₯π’π° β π΄ππ° πͺππ‘π’, ππ«π‘ ππ°π₯π’π° β π―π’π±π²π―π«. ππ«π‘ π°π¬ β π΄ππ©π¨ ππ©π¬π«π’ ππ«π‘ π΄π¬π«π‘π’π― π΄π₯πΆ?
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Like I said, the guy I know personally respects my choice, and itβs going to be a while before me and the other guy can even consider anything, but I just donβt know how to feel.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp the thing is will he wait for you?
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KayaRoseWho yeah. We talked about it. :]
πππ«π’ ππ¬π’ π¦π° π΄π₯ππ± π±π₯π’ π π¬π―π¬π«π’π― π°ππ¦π‘, π±π₯π’πΆ π£π¬π²π«π‘ πͺπΆ ππ¬π‘πΆ, π«π¬π± πͺπΆ π₯π’ππ‘. ππ¬ πππ―π’π«π±π° π ππͺπ’, π°π¬ π±π₯π’πΆ π«π’π³π’π― π©π’ππ―π«π’π‘ πͺπΆ π«ππͺπ’, π¬π― π΄π₯π¬ β π²π°π’π‘ π±π¬ ππ’. ππΆ π©π¦π£π’, ππ« π²π«π―π’π°π¬π©π³π’π‘ πͺπΆπ°π±π’π―πΆ. ππ―π¬πͺ ππ°π₯π’π° β π΄ππ° πͺππ‘π’, ππ«π‘ ππ°π₯π’π° β π―π’π±π²π―π«. ππ«π‘ π°π¬ β π΄ππ©π¨ ππ©π¬π«π’ ππ«π‘ π΄π¬π«π‘π’π― π΄π₯πΆ?
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp oh
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp heβs so nice for that
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@cherry_blossom_iced_tea indeed. Heβs a really good guy.
