My memory isnโt the best, if anything itโs really bad. Sometimes I remember deep memories that I never wanted to remember again. Iโm not really sure how to cope with it since my family denies my reality completely, making me feel insane. I give kudos to my friends that are there to support me, and Iโm trying to get outside help. So I honestly thank my friends for being here for me, theyโre the reason Iโm alive to this day.