ik this is super random, like who in their right mind would post a forum post about their ADHD at like 2:54 AM, but here I am. soo I have this cool little annoying fucking thing that’s called ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.) for all of you that live under rocks (/j) it means that it’s way hard for me to focus, or sit still for a short period of time. I find more things super boring than the average non-disorder-possessing human being would find boring, and I get bored of things so much easier. I also have thoughts of really bad things like death and killing myself, but more weirdly like I wanna say horrible {{[[racist]]}} words (/srs) except I never say these words. obviously. see, in the span of me typing this very post out at 2:44 AM I have adjusted my sitting posture about 8 times. practicing piano is really hard due to… well… again, me having the average attention span of 0.038 picoseconds, haha. I have written sheet music to play, but I am on the last sheet of my entire book. I have very much progressed from day one! =3. but that’s beyond the point. ADHD greatly decreases my quality of life, due to me having it so severe. I take medicine to reduce it, but guess what? I had to get my ADHD medicine upgraded about 4 times. possibly 5. I know this probs sounds really corny, but if anyone needs someone to talk to, you can talk to me, or anyone in @ADHD-Awareness, @Mental-health-Awareness, @Cozy-Talk, or any of the other awareness groups or talk groups mainly based of therapy or having someone to talk to. I hope this clears things up and answers any questions about ADHD, if you had any. anyway, thanks for reading my gigantic paragraph of irrrelevant shit about me and ADHD!! X3
byEEE

I am h4lfcr4zy, more known as tweek or h4lfie.
I love to play piano, and I’m currently in piano lessons, and piano is just going to be a hobby, not something like a full time job or something.
I have a few fears, SEVERE arachnophobia, small claustrophobia, the fear of someone watching you, and the fear of dying randomly and/or unexpectedly with no warning.
my birthday is in June.
I am also gay, but not many people know this other than people I know in real life.
I love spongebob squarepants, neco arc, south park, melty blood, and the amazing world of gumball.
I’m on roblox almost all the time, and I’m very rarely on mpp.
Favorite drink: pilk.
Favorite food: bacon.
Favorite color: galaxy.
Floofy/MrSci helped me figure out how to get popular on mppc and also how to change my profile picture, and he also helped me get rid of my butterflies when it comes to talking to people I don’t know all that well. He’s not on mppc anymore, sadly.
I have a nickname, but it would reveal my real name, so I won’t put anything here.
according to some people me and Duncan look similar, but I’m the younger version of them.
I have had blue highlights, purple highlights, red highlights, and currently green highlights in my hair.
tried nail polish once but it didn’t work out.
the one administrator I would recommend talking to if you’re new to mppc or mpp and are confused would be Shazz_ (Shazz isn’t an admin anymore, I had forgot. he’s still awesome though.) and @Duchess. Both are very nice and helpful, and they are probably my two favorite people on this forum.
Anyway, that’s just a little bit about myself since I forgot to introduce myself when I first got here, on mppc.

~ S

so
my dog randomly started internally bleeding
he went to the vet, that’s where he was diagnosed with internal bleeding
so yeah
um
that’s it
if he does die, im 100% leaving the mpp community. I’ll be too depressed to even stay active so
that’s it
✌

title

I’m leaving mostly because it’s very hard to keep posting, catch up with stuff and drama, and I just kinda want to leave.

mentions for my fav people

Spoiler

I will miss everyone here. as stated in the title, I also may or may not be leaving.

~ neco arc, formerly known as h4lfcr4zy.

so it doesn’t look nice but:

I have them all over my head, so yeah! I always wanted Blue to look like DanTDM because he’s the best YouTuber ever. I am SO SO SO SO SO happy!!!

i needed 4 BANDAIDS.
no matter how much pressure was applied to my finger it would not stop bleeding.
pretty deep cut.
for proof:
I know it’s really blurry but that red looking stuff on my desk is blood.
it was actually like a drip of blood but it dried and I scratched it off.
some blood dripped on my finger too-
blood on my thumb (it dripped)
BUT AT LEAST I GOT MY SPAM >:D
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v

I GOT MY SPAM >:DDDD

@everyone
idk if there’s already a list of tone indicators here, but uhh

/j - joking
/hj - half-joking
/s - sarcastic
/gen or /g - genuine
/srs - serious
/nsrs - non-serious
/pos or /pc - positive connotation
/neu - neutral connotation
/neg or /nc - negative connotation
/p - platonic
/r - romantic
/c - copypasta
/l or /ly - lyrics
/lh - light-hearted
/nm - not mad
/lu - a little upset
/nbh - for when you’re vagueposting or venting, but it’s directed at nobody here (none of your followers or anyone on the forum in general)
/nsb - not subtweeting
/sx or /x - sexual intent
/nsx or /nx - non-sexual intent
/rh or /rt - rhetorical question
/t - teasing
/ij - inside joke
/m - metaphorically
/li - literally
/hyp - hyperbole
/f - fake
/th - threat
/cb - clickbait

Disappointed in you, KitKat!!!

click here for context
you might have to zoom in
it doesn’t look too bad on camera, it looks way worse in real life
it stopped bleeding and it doesn’t rly hurt much until i touch it. literally the slightest touch will make it hurt rly bad.
it just feels really weird. it feels like how you would expect it to feel.
legit can only type with 9 fingers, 5 on my left and 4 on my right.
that’s it, pretty much.
so uh
yeah
bye

RAHRHARHHRHRHAHR help me RHAHRHARHH
im dying !! 😋😋🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🙂🙂🙂☺😉😂😘😘😘😣😣😏🙄🙄😋😋😋😎😍😘😘🤔😣😣😫😫

i keep going offline and online a lot and im sorry about that
thanks for the
uh
idk
wawawawawaw
i dont got anything else to do
has anything notable happened while i was gone again
uh
hows ur day
:)
also i partially stopped cutting myself
i keep starting new drama
i stopped trying to kill myself (huzzah)
i probably will in the future, depends (edit, like 4 mins later i said i probs will if my bst friend dont come back)
skbidi rizz!111!
one of my best friends also might be dead so thats cool!!
idk if i’ll live to see if they’re not dead!!
cuz if they dont come back i might just die!!
or kill myself!!
but dont get all stressed abt me
im not as important as a lot of you :DD
so dont worry about me!! i got it handled
:3
also IM TRANS NOW
HUZZAHHH

hoorah, i cut myself
yes on purpose
uh
thats it
bye

so.
im trans.
and it’s a ftm (female to male) transition!!11
im a femboy.

yeh

uh
idk
i wear a skirt to school sometimes!!1
REHREHREHRHE
dont ask about the transition process btw
it makes me very stressed
:3
ok bye now cuties!11

@Your_Local_Machinist we are the only two people online at the current moment!!

@Your_Local_Machinist HE RUINED IT

@Your_Local_Machinist skbiidi rizz

@Your_Local_Machinist Count your days. Skibidi is coming.

https://voca.ro/15LJoYhk6ovP
yes

Shazz_ I hope you have a very merry Christmas.

@Duchess kinda applies to my adhd slightly, people think it’s fun and quirky to have adhd a lil
it kinda is but it also ruins my life
anyway, i do get asked when i tell people i have adhd to do shit that’s very sterotypical to my disorder