h4lfie I am so sorry you’re going through this. Please do not kill yourself, Halfie. I know that at least someone doesn’t hate you. Maybe just cut ties, block them, and take a break from people. I know life starts off hard, But it’ll get better in the future. I’m proud of you for surviving this long though. You’re a brave person. I’m sure life will be better in the future. Trust me. Life isn’t always as hard as it seems. You’re a good person, That deserves a good future. Those people don’t deserve you, and you don’t deserve them. You deserve better. A whole lot better. I hope things get better for you. ❤‍🩹

@boykisser u prolly know her as bluespeed

@boykisser OO WAAOWWW

THATS SO SIGMA

@boykisser did that already. stoptrying to be like me.

did you save the beads?

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heartbreak really sucks, and the sad part is that many people dont know what it’s like so they can’t understand me. I really wish that she never got with me, I wish she fucking hated me more than loved me.
speaking of hate, I hate my life currently. I hope my mom lets me get therapy.
that’s it from me.

~ halfie.

@boykisser damn-

this is like the only class i can post stuff in
I can take out my phone if I’m sneaky about it in my 4th period (english) which is next period so I might take a video
I also finished my first tech ed project (pencil holder) and I almost died of anxiety ngl 💀
the sanding part rly hurts my hands so
aauoaoahahuuaggggggahagugah
idk
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@boykisser Mmmm yes FROG IS THE ULTIMATE SANDER

@boykisser im 1 year older than you wh–

joe_shmoe3491 oh ok

so.
im trans.
and it’s a ftm (female to male) transition!!11
im a femboy.

yeh

uh
idk
i wear a skirt to school sometimes!!1
REHREHREHRHE
dont ask about the transition process btw
it makes me very stressed
:3
ok bye now cuties!11

@boykisser the brainrot got bro 😔

@boykisser said in im back :00 (TW: more mentions of self harm, trans mentioned):

i keep going offline and online a lot and im sorry about that

me too 😄

thanks for the
uh
idk
wawawawawaw
i dont got anything else to do
has anything notable happened while i was gone again

no

uh
hows ur day

good, but i’m scared 4 tmr

:)

:)

also i partially stopped cutting myself

YAYAYAYAY

i keep starting new drama

me too

i stopped trying to kill myself (huzzah)

YAYAYAYAY

i probably will in the future, depends (edit, like 4 mins later i said i probs will if my bst friend dont come back)

oh

skbidi rizz!111!

CANCELLED.

one of my best friends also might be dead so thats cool!!

oh damn

idk if i’ll live to see if they’re not dead!!

That turned dark asf

cuz if they dont come back i might just die!!

bro 😭

or kill myself!!

don’t do that 😭

but dont get all stressed abt me

idfk who tf U is but I ain’t losing sm1

im not as important as a lot of you :DD

Me an You both 🦋

so dont worry about me!! i got it handled

no

:3

💀

also IM TRANS NOW

YAYAYAYAY I SUPPORT !!

HUZZAHHH

HUZZAHH

@boykisser are you ok? you should probably go to a therapist, cutting yourself is a bad thing

@boykisser I know how you feel. The only thing that I tell myself that stops me is something I know you shouldn’t do to yourself. I tell myself “You don’t deserve the relief, Phoenix.”. I tell myself that all of the time. But I know you don’t need that in your life, so here’s my proposition. Get help. Get therapy from a professional or somebody that you trust with all of your heart that isn’t your ex. Talk to your friends about it, your family, anybody who you trust with that info. If you can’t do that, then just roll with the punches. Deal with the pain until you get tired of it, and then work on moving forward. The end of a relationship is not the end of you, it is an opportunity to find yourself before you find another partner.

Dam I’m 6 days into break

@boykisser i dont usually get this i have the filter off

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