my new pronouns are bada/baba/baaa/I’m/lovin’/it 🤠

Toast Happy Day To His Birth.

siloxa HELP???

siloxa Imagine if he was married and / or engaged though

siloxa WAIT STOP I CACKLED

You’re so funny, Please don’t explode </3

Wubbrle the Wubble... HE’S SO CUTEEEE. </3

katsu

YANGYANG IS NOT REAL.

siloxa That sounds fun. Thank you for that. </3

Everything is eating me alive, And I can’t find a way too escape, Because I’ll be blood and bones later on. And fuck, it feels like no one gives a shit. Like I could disappear and people would just fucking move on, like I was never even here. I’m drowning in my own head, stuck replaying the same damn pain on loop, over and over until I can’t tell the difference between yesterday, today, or whatever the hell everyday supposed to be. I just want it to stop. I just want to feel something real again, or at least not feel like I’m falling apart piece by fucking piece. But life doesn’t wait, and it sure as hell doesn’t give a fuck. It just keeps kicking until there’s nothing left but a mess that I’m stuck dragging around.

And honestly? I don’t know how much more of this shit I can take.

I was crying and sobbing in my room, and I was literally on the verge of taking pills, and My brother asked me if I was okay, I said yes, And he said I’m not, So I finally said No. Which was the first time I’ve said no to me being okay to them. And I started venting to him, And he asked me if I needed a hug, I said yeah, We hugged, And I was about to cry again later, And right as I was about to take pills (I did either way), He asked me if I needed more hugs because I look like I’m clearly about to cry. And I said yeah, We hugged again, And I cried in his arms. And he literally acted like a caring big brother. I literally won’t forget this day. I’m literally so upset. He’s such a good brother. (when he wants to be.) But this was next level. He never did this to me. And I feel really touched by it. I literally won’t forget it.

Edit.
He also kept checking up on me and comforting me whenever I needed it, Until he had to go with the rest of my family to leave out.
(Left me home alone.)

Hendery / Felix / Rumi oh

I MISS TIS.

Hendery / Felix / Rumi 💚💚💚.

Hendery / Felix / Rumi You’re my first priority, Love. Nothing and Nobody can and will change the fact that I will always love you no matter what. No matter the occasion, No matter anything. You will always be in my heart, And I will do ANYTHING. To keep you near me. I would even sell my limbs to be near you. Anything to be with you. Even if you wanna leave me, I will always find my ways to be near you somehow. Anyhow.