Gamizavier You didn’t deserve this, no one did.

Ren really messed up how I see online friendships. he was actually very kind to me and helped me through some hard times I was going through. I didn’t know how fake it really was. He really made me feel like someone truly cared.

I thought he was banned for overthrowing admins as well, nobody told me he was 12, so every once in a while, I continued to talk to him on discord. I had seen his face and heard his voice, but ig I was just oblivious. you know the things he’d talk about (which were all lies, so disgusting.) but I’d just bear through it because he was there for me, so why shouldn’t I be for him? I hated calling him, though. the tone of his voice, and he seemed really judgy on call, so I continued to keep it on messages. he knew I didn’t like calling him, because every time we did, I would get frustrated and hang up. he always apologized, so I let it slide.

I was mortified and disgusted when yanderemenhera told me he was 12. when I confronted him saying “Liam, are you 12? be honest or we cant be friends anymore” he replied “ugh its this whole thing with my brother” and blocked me. I felt very confused.

he’s a disgusting person. you know that. it still stresses me out to think about, and I cant imagine how weird I looked saying “why tf was my hb banned??” after he was banned. no one told me anything.

the admin aren’t great lately. I’ll say that.

I hope you feel better soon.

xenth they got banned, rightfully so

Artemis LUCKY.

KiwiArkavel۝
“By 1 Week I founded over 40+ Predators and every single one of them makes the sharp thorn inside me grow like a sick plague that infests nothing but anger and internal agony.”

“I have zero purpose in life and I feel like my soul is trying to rip my flesh wide open and ascend from my vessel for good.”

there’s better ones on bdns if you’d like me to waste my time further.

KiwiArkavel۝
I don’t currently have the ability to provide any comfort or advice to you, but yeah. I think you should get help.
Didn’t you mention smth about locking your console in a safe and breaking it. wut.
but anyways. the way you’ve always described things in your vent posts gives me a disgusting, gut wrenching feeling. probably not even a portion of what you feel.