One time I met this dude online on discord. Basically we were best friends. (Btw, he was 22 and I was 13 at the time). We always used to call, dm each other, ect. One day, I decided I wanted to see his face. So, I texted him if he wanted us to vc with our cameras on (also, I think he also thought I was a girl so he obviously said yes. When we entered the vc, when he first saw me, he was like; “Wow, you’re so hot! I didn’t know you were a boy, but this makes this better…”. I was kinda confused bc I was a dumb asf kid and I didn’t understand that what he said was straight up ILLEGAL. Then, after that, he started to act really sexual in dms and it made me uncomfortable. This also made me not want to do a lot of vcs with him. Then one day this man literally asked me if I was gay and if I liked older men. I said that I didn’t know. He then sent me these whole essays about how much he would want me to himself and how he wanted to fvck me. I then decided to tell my other online friend (she is like SO NICE) and she told me to confront him about it and ask him to stop. She also told me if he didn’t stop then she’d do something about it. So I then told the guy that I was uncomfortable about his behavior, but he said he didn’t care. He also told me he would give me nitro if I was his bf. Ofc, me being a dumbass kid, I said sure. After that, he started sending me nvdes and sending me VERY inappropriate dms. At that point I didn’t care anymore and went back to my other online friend, where we planned that we would get in a vc with the guy and tell him to stop and call 911 on him if he didn’t stop. When we got into the call, my other friend immediately started to cuss the guy out. The guy sounded so shaken up and immediately started to beg her and me not to call 911 on him and other bullsh!t. My other online friend didn’t care. So basically idk what happened to that dude, but that accident made me very paranoid and have trust issues. That accident also happened when my parents were together and fighting everyday, so that didn’t help. I’m better now but I’m still suffering with s3lf h@rm and the PTSD I got. I’m more mature now and I know to be careful when talking to ppl I meet online. But that accident was the reason why I deleted discord.

thanks for reading. I just needed to get these off my chest.

I just have to talk about this. so basically there’s this dude who’s my friend and we almost hang out regularly in school. and I just want to say that this guy bothers me everyday. he invades my personal space, steals my things, and for some reason is extremely rude to me. also, he has dark humor (which I have too), but takes it to the next level. one time at lunch I jokingly said that I wanted to jump off a cliff, and he said “good, nobody would care anyways”. that told me that he was probably a fake friend, but I didn’t care because he was basically my only friend at the time. another time when we were watching a vid about Egypt when a picture of a pyramid showed up, he randomly made a FLIPPING 9/11 JOKE. also, he calls my art “weird” and calls me a furry everyday. I have one of those “rolling backpacks”, and one day when we were changing periods, he was walking behind me and the last thing I knew he kicked the back of my backpack so hard that it hurt my ankles a lot. and he never apologized. he claimed that I was “going too slow” (when I was speed walking), and that I’m “not going to an airport”. he was making fun of my LITERAL backpack, which serves no purpose but to just hold my stuff in. All I want to say is that I’ve never been straight up rude to this person. I was being really REALLY NICE. And I know a lot of you will say; “But, David! Just tell him to not be ur friend anymore!” And the point is is that I did tell him that but when I did he guilt-tripped me and said I was being mean. also, this dude thought it was so funny to expose me in front of EVERYONE. He told everyone that I used to draw NSFW, about my crush, that i’m gay and like men, and that I support Israel (also I don’t support Israel or Palestine, I’m just like really confused abt that stuff, sorry if that’s offensive). so now everyone is making fun of me EVEN MORE. my crush now hates me and my teachers think I’m even more weird. i’m now even more depressed and i’ve tried seeing my counselor but she doesn’t give a crap. Caleb, if you’re somehow seeing this, please stop. I’m so tired and I just want this stuff to stop. My parents hate me so I can’t even talk to them, and I have absolutely no idea what to do. I honestly feel like offing myself. I already do self h@rm you know so like why shouldn’t I. and at this point i’m not even trying to make anyone feel bad for me like I genuinely feel terrible. I hate my life. I don’t get why everyone has to be so mean to me and target me. It’s honestly so pointless. I feel so worthless and strange at the same time. I just really want this pain to stop. and again i’m not trying to make anyone feel bad for me or me just wanting attention (becuz I know some ppl are gonna think that). My parents also want me to get therapy. And I don’t feel comfortable doing that. I don’t like talking to someone who I don’t EVEN KNOW ALONE IN A ROOM. sharing all my thoughts and stuff. i’ve tried to get my parents to not get me into therapy but this morning I saw my step-dad filling out a form to get me to sign up for therapy. I tried to tell him I was uncomfortable with having sessions and stuff but he obviously didn’t care. I don’t get that my parents just can’t listen to me. They’re so stubborn and I hate it. I have to go meet my new therapist on Wednesday at 6. I’m scared. I hate this. I really do.

I already go to therapy but that doesn’t work. i’ve tried to stop and quit but everything in my life happens so fast that I can’t help it

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