Like I always told you, you do what’s best for you. You are a wonderful person and you did the best you could, that’s what matters. Your health and mental well-being should be your top priority, not some random forum for a piano website. If you want, you may also take a small break from this website, too. If being here is also a cause of mental issues, take a break. Don’t force yourself to stay, you’ll only mess yourself up even more. I’m speaking from experience here.