I'm resigning.

[ry_rylie]

This is a lot in little paragraphs because if it wasn’t I would just be ranting about this shit and it would be a BIG post but starting tomorrow or some time this week (or next week) I will be resigning as a moderator. I’ve realized that some members here don’t respect me and want me to leave because I’m like every other mad mod on here and that’s taken a really big effect on me. I’ve been really struggling with my self-esteem lately and knowing that most people on here don’t like me or have been talking behind my back really hurts me and I don’t want to be one of those people that end up giving up on life because of it because I almost did a few times back then but I don’t want to be like that anymore. I want to get better but knowing that I’m just getting hated on and people don’t respect me really brings me down.

I’m not asking ya’ll to fully like me. All I wanted was to do my dream and become a mod to help users here and to help around the community and others don’t take that as a good thing. I’ve done mistakes and I’ve made a few recently but I never intended for so many of you to dislike me or to not want to talk to me and honestly that hurts because I’m not as evil and disrespectful as some of you guys think I am. I’ve really been trying to focus on school and myself and I feel like none of those are really working out for me and me being on here trying to help users that don’t even like me is hard. It’s really difficult to do things around here when all I get is hate every time I come online. I’m not saying you guys are making posts about me or whatever it’s just the fact that when I talk to some of you you think I’m some horrible person when I’m really not. I can be if I wanted to but I’m not.

I wanted to make it at least more than two months (I think its been that long??) of me being a mod but I can’t handle all this stress at once and it’s affecting me more and more everyday.

I’m sorry.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

𝜗𝜚 rylie that’s understandable, and a very respectable decision. I hope people are nicer too you soon. <33 /p

[ry_rylie]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Thank you.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

𝜗𝜚 rylie ofc ofc <33

[zen]

ry every since i met u, u always been kind to me even if i lied u were still nice u helped me get through things and fuck what people say ur a good mod and i respect what ur going through

[KayaRoseWho]

𝜗𝜚 rylie i’m sorry that’s happening. I know how it feels to have people talk behind your back and I know how it feels To be hated on and to be made out as a horrible person that happened today at school too I’m sorry that everything is not OK. I will do something, but everybody hates me here as well for no reason, but I can Careless, if people hate me, I guess that’s their problem not mine

It’s not your fault people hate you. It’s theirs clearly they don’t understand anything. I know how that feels too…

[Sphinx]

𝜗𝜚 rylie We will miss you being a mod

[A Former User]

i may be (semi) new here but i’ll miss u

[Lorak]

We’ll miss you, but thanks for your service. Take care!

[Shazz_]

𝜗𝜚 rylie Don’t feel sorry Rylie - I understand that you’ve always wanted to help users, to help this site that has been hanging on for so long, and even for me it definitely has its up and downs, and so do some users that decide to put their influence on, whether it is good or bad. Unfortunately it can result in a more discouraging feel, and you certainly deserve so much better. Don’t blame yourself for developing this stress, as I have been dealt with it similarly and I truly understand. I’m very proud and happy that you have been willing to help this community, to become an amazing mod, and as far as that goes, every bit of that has been a gift to us here
If you’re willing to let go of your position, whether it be those two months or sooner, let me know okayy - your mentality is way more important to consider :)

[A Former User]

Like I always told you, you do what’s best for you. You are a wonderful person and you did the best you could, that’s what matters. Your health and mental well-being should be your top priority, not some random forum for a piano website. If you want, you may also take a small break from this website, too. If being here is also a cause of mental issues, take a break. Don’t force yourself to stay, you’ll only mess yourself up even more. I’m speaking from experience here.