So since I’m not under the constant stress of my mom, Ive been noticing more things about myself and my mental health and things I need to seek a therapist for (Venting and diagnosing)

I have been concerned about me possibly having Autism, Depression, Anxiety, PTSD and Dissociation (A symptom of anxiety)

And after talking to a Autistic friend (who’s also very smart btw) He mentioned to me RSD or Rejection Sensitivity disorder… This is a new one and with my research I really feel I resonate with the symptoms of RSD…

I hope my dad and step mom can get me into therapy so I can hopefully be diagnosed and treated and lean how to cope with the mental trauma, Emotional regulation, and just… The meltdowns and Anxiety…

I don’t care what my family has to say about
“just turn to God”
“You just wanna be diagnosed with everything 😒”
“You always want the worse diagnosis”
"You aren’t autistic because my niece… "
"You don’t seem autistic to me! "
“Youre just childish / it’s just hormones”
“God didn’t make you this way”

And so on.
I am looking out for me…
If nobody understands me then so be it… But if they don’t want to help me solve the problem and instead be the problem, then maybe they shouldn’t give me advice at all.

I love this shirt duuudeee

This is Haven! He’s Biromantic and Asexual!

This is Eris, Havens boyfriend! He’s Gay and is a Priest

I’ve had enough. I told my Bio dad yesterday that I wanted to go now… He said he’ll pick me up yesterday. I’ve called CPS and they said he can take me and sign papers that says that he has emergency custody of me Until court.

I’m a little scared.

But I’ll be packing my backs wednesday.

I will be taking my computer and try to keep you guys updated.
I will get a phone too soon.

He is also going to be funny and not text my mom as we leave. Cause it’ll take about 15 hours to get to Where he lives… So He’ll ignore her texts and calls. Because that’s what she’s been doing. She has him blocked and shit so hah.

I’ll be safe.
He’ll get me into counseling.
He’ll put me into a normal in person school.
I’ll be able to make freinds and go to the mall without my parents consent…
I can be me.

And He has cats…
My favorite out of the three that he has, her name is blue… And she’s the silliest little baby ever… She’s a little under a year old maybe like 8-10 months

I can’t wait to see my little blue…

I’ll be normal…
and free.

I’m wearing this

Original

Gacha life

Gacha online

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hospitalizesmallchildren yeah that’s why she’s gay now 😅🤣

Crazy that I even made this post… I should maybe start this again lol

hospitalizesmallchildren doomed, his kinda like A mix of hans from frozen and Gaston from Beauty and the beast

Blanket Child that’s most of my days too haha so real!

⋆✮ zof ✮⋆ dude I have social anxiety to the tea… I really just… Zone out 😂😂 like whenever I’m walking in the halls I look straight, listen to my music, and zone out until I’m on my next class 😅😅

I don’t pay attention to if anyone is looking or judging, I just… Be in the zone

fluffypawz that’s so real

⋆✮ zof ✮⋆ yepp!! I did it at my last school too! This school is more country so idk how they’ll react but idgaf

I’m confident in what I wear and I’m a senior so I don’t really even have embarrassment anymore

I’m wearing this

Koda okay okay bars