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@Bheese-Has-Removed-everyone
This is important.

Also the date is by day, month, year.

So, I’ve written some entries in my notebook and I call it a diary so Here you go.

4/12/22

So… today I cried. twice. I held my sister while crying and talking to myself. I feel as if I’m my own comfort in this hellish world. I am no longer at war with myself or my younger sister as I had two traumatizing dreams of her dying. I just want everything to end. Nobody seems to care until you die. I hate society’s rules. I can’t go on another day though. everyone is driving me fucking insane and blaming me. I can’t take it. Help me.

To whoever may be reading this, My mental state is dying. every day I am thinking of ways to end it all. My ex-best friend, sally, wants me dead. My friends don’t care about me and treat me like a damn child. At this point why try? No one seems to care till you die.

4/12/22

Alright, so my life hasn’t been so great. I’ve been bullied about how I looked since the second grade. I almost stabbed a teacher in the fourth grade on accident because some girl stole my pen and I didn’t have another pencil so I tried taking it back. In the end, my teacher told me I was going to be a horrible sister if I keep my act up… I have to respond with “Yes ma’am” and “Yes sir” To my parents. MY PARENTS! I got beaten emotionally and physically by my parents because “Discipline teaches kids these days”. I got a babysitter when I was 8-9 and she was an asshole. She braided my hair TOO tight, she whooped one day when this boy who she was also babysitting was too loud but she thought both of us were loud. No matter what I said she didn’t believe me and gave me 3 hard wacks. I told my parents and they just brushed it off and said I was loud too. Also, that same boy tried to rape me. He showed me his dick twice.

I have the right to scream. But I’m not allowed to. i have the right to Be mad. But I’m not allowed to. I have the right to smile and laugh… But I’m not allowed to.

More coming soon!

@busting_it_down_sexual_style Lucifer- shes just done

@YLDG a-

@Apollo_Justice blrblrblrlblr im raimbowwww

@Laws : >

Ŵølƒy_Hellhøund_Likes_Pizza me too

spidermeow i saved it lmao

@Duchess eh ill be fine

Hope
I know many of us feel like the world is at a loss, and no one is going to sit down to fix it. That feeling of hopelessness in humility leaves us concerned about our future. The people who live life with hope always have two things in common: they believe the future can be better than the past, and they can do something today to bring about a better future. That hope for the growth of the world will bring so much generosity in us if we use that hope and dream to do something good.

I once knew this guy in middle school who was considered that bad kid, if you will. No one really liked him understandably, but I was always nice to him. He had started hanging around me, and I think I was pretty fond of his interesting snarky attitude. He never seemed to do very many good things… hence his terrible reputation. After that school year, suddenly something changed. He had this switch that went off, and it honestly still amazes me to this day. One school lunch, he sat with someone to comfort their loneliness. He encouraged them to have hope for the rest of their school year. That following week, the school had an assembly where he was granted a scholarship of generosity for his act of kindness. Maybe you won’t get lucky like that guy, but you don’t need a scholarship for me to tell you how much your generosity means.

Not very many people had hope for this kid to change his ways, but somewhere, it was there. I sometimes think about him, and I’m so grateful to hear about these little stories where people are rewarded for having hope in others. Even if no one had hope in them.

jun YURR

def bright green pants XD

hm

So true

ayo evelyn let him do it, its normal asf in mpp lmao

Contagious Generosity
The great thing about generosity is that what you do not only will be good, but it is something that will last. It will last for what even could be a lifetime. Look at icons like Mother Theresa. She has impacted so many people with her generosity. People still look up to her to inspire themselves to be generous to this day. While you might not feel like little acts will do very much, it only takes one thing you do to start a chain of other good acts among other people. Not all the time do people just randomly start doing generous deeds. Someone’s got to start somewhere. And maybe you can be that start.

Doing something for someone else is like an invitation for that person to pass on the kindness. If they accept that and do more things for others, then you have tons of people doing something good for someone else. It can actually even be subconscious! Say you’re at the store, and someone lends you their shopping carriage so you didn’t have to go across the parking lot to get one yourself. You feel taken back by that kindness, so you are in a better mood and you decide to buy your friend something. That person might not even realize how that one person in the parking lot made them buy that gift, but you see, that’s a side of how contagious generosity works. That and knowingly doing things because of someone else. But that secret effect it has on people is what makes us function and prosper as humanity.

@MichaelDaGrapeBoi Alright : )

lmao what

@Cherub .

W H A T .

sorry about your earbuds and i hope you know your not a piece of crap and that we are your family and we love you