i dont remember the day, i was extremely depressed and september 2021-january of 2022 is a blur for me, but i know we met sometime there, and im so thankful for you bro. i donโt think you understand bro, i love you. we can talk for days on end about nothing and i wouldnโt complain. you always tell me when im wrong, you give the best advice, youโre the best person to have around when im panicking. i love how our friendship is like a relationship without the romance, and how weโre just, great together. im so lucky that i get to spend everyday talking to you and being apart of your life because people like that only come once in a lifetime. and i know im not easy to deal with, and i get toxic sometimes, but instead of shutting me out you try to help me, even if it doesnโt work you keep trying, and that? that really honestly means the world to me. youโre always there for me, you would drop everything to help me and i would do the same, always you know this. i remember that time you told me about your dad being shitty and i got in so much trouble because i took my moms car and drove to come see you, in an extremely illegal way but at the time it didnโt matter, because youโre my world and iโd drop everything to see you be okay. and i needed you when i met you, so i know i was a bitch and i know we hated each other at first, but im glad weโre best friends, and i look forward to more years of us <333
