Who do I go to when Iām all alone
Scared of being found out
Who did I come to, whenever you know
Now I never want to
Hold off on all the apologies Iām trying to speak.
You scared and scarred me to death all you did was repeat
How do I repair
How can I make way
So many secrets
And youāll never say
Was I bad?
Was I mean�
Where was the trust in me
Was I fucked?
Or cruel or vile
Where was the harm hugs promised
Still hurt that I had to find out cause I saw itā¦
Got a boy heās a lover heās a sweetheart
He found a girl found his love god it kicked off
He broke down she found herself almost dead
How can he breathe after a memory repeated againā¦
Got a women sheās a mother got 3 whole kids
Little girl walked in she saw blood drippin
She was shakin at the stairwell had all her tears falling
How can she breathe after a memory repeatedā¦
I caught her fucking heart in a lock box keep it right by my side
Wait till her black and sunken eyes look directly inside
I did something fucked up againā¦
I messed my life up.
Went back to my old habits
And canāt just clean up.
Could you just come online and tell me how Iām wrong?
Iāll listen more if you just say Iām wrongā¦