@Flip-Ditcher It sounds like you have gone through a lot of struggles in your time here on MPP. Being afraid of letting go of childhood and growing up is very common, and I think itโs important to remind yourself that you are still moving on with your life and that the memories you made are still there, even if they change slightly. Being able to accept your progress and grow is a very brave thing to do. It sounds like you may have had a relationship with someone that went badly at some point in your life. While it can be hard to move past that, it can also be a valuable lesson for yourself.
