Why?

[Petrol Consumer]

Why is it so hard to tell someone I am struggling without worrying about their judgment?

[Sphinx]

@Cole This is literally so relatable… I made a post about too…

https://mpp.community/forum/topic/60975/why-is-it-so-fucking-hard-to-say-it

[Petrol Consumer]

Sphinx Oh my god :'D

[Sphinx]

@Cole Are we the same person??

[Petrol Consumer]

Sphinx Legit I have been trying to vent to my Mom so many days, and she is always so busy even when she is doing nothing but playing on her phone, so I have stopped venting and (unhealthily) bottled up my feelings resulting in me dissociating with myself and losing friends

[Petrol Consumer]

Sphinx ATP I’M BEGINNING TO QUESTION THAT BAHAHA

[Sphinx]

@Cole So real… It took my so long to tell my real dad everything and how I was feeling, Including my s///ide attempts…

the only people I’ve told was my mom, step-dad… a therapist… and him now…

[Sphinx]

@Cole LMAOOO

[Sphinx]

My dad Is willing to take me if things get bad… I’m just scared… I’ve never lived without my mom…

I’m just… scared…

[Petrol Consumer]

Sphinx I can’t even admit I have tried :'I cause if I did I feel like I’d get yelled at and berated with hate, instead of comfort.

[Petrol Consumer]

Sphinx I’ve lived without my dad for 10 years I believe, I don’t want to go back with him but I want to leave the situation I’m in

[Petrol Consumer]

The thing is that I overthink the future so much that I am afraid to ask for help because so many terrible scenarios could happen and I’m afraid to push people away because it’s happened multiple times and I am starting to question what I do to deserve it

[Petrol Consumer]

@Cole and why

[Sphinx]

@Cole I’ve lived without my dad ever since I moved to texas Without his or the court’s consent so… about 8 years.

[Petrol Consumer]

I hope you make it out

[Sphinx]

@Cole I hope I do too…

[Petrol Consumer]

Sphinx Keep venting I’ll always be here as long as I have internet, and if I don’t I’ll find a way to be ||not is a stalker way LOLL||