So, there’s a part in my bio that says “liars are lame” and I say that because of a person on BDNS I regret meeting named Ukyren or Ren (not Xenth, he’s actually an amazing, kind person. Follow him). Larping being nice, buttering up people and lying about multiple things, and using manipulation on me and multiple others. He made up a terrible lie that could ruin two people’s lives if the info gets out, and felt no remorse. People who he called “friend” and “girlfriend”.
(There are more but I’d rather not disclose that)
I should’ve noticed before, but didn’t. So now, if I speak to you, I most likely won’t believe you without evidence.
And, I feel like my mental health took a toll since I joined bdns. Yes, I met great people like Yanderemenhera, spamburger, and others, I still wish I never joined.
Joining the staff team was also awful, dealing with users who hated rules, and being the only one doing anything after mods quit helped. And when I got banned for “attempting to overthrow administration” sucked. I understand all points of views of the admins, and how it looked. (I blocked admins first and left discord server, but later apologized, but was ignored even after explaining things. )
(Then I bypassed a few times, and got blacklisted.)
It’s definitely my fault for not ignoring the state of the site and modding and learning things that had happened.
Thanks for reading.
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