Soverign Well really, I haven’t been throwing up as much as I did, infact, that bit’s ended, but I keep having the shits and it’s getting on my nerves with the stomachaches and having to worrying my friend when going AFK.

(TW, DISGUSTING TOPICS.)

These past few days have been horrible, throwing up, shitting, and stuff like that. I’m not going to go to school this week if it continues, I don’t know if it’s food poisoning or just overeating, I’ve been trying to starve myself because I was afraid of this happening, but guess what? My stomach had other plans for me.

Hopefully I’ll be fine by Thursday, because I don’t want my friends to feel lonely without me I probably should keep some distance, should I blame myself? Maybe not.

But overall, this week has been fucking terrible. Facing your worst fear DURING school times too, I’ve lost out on my attendance because of it, and I don’t wanna create any specific concerns for my school either. I don’t wanna be seen as “skipping school” either. So love that.

And another thing that’s going to happen to me I bet is gonna be "OHH MY GOODNESSSS WHY DIDN’T YOU COME TO SCHOOOLLL? " And having to tell my teachers about what’s happened, I don’t wanna tell them, but at the same time I do, just gotta be noncha- stay to myself about that, because if I keep thinking about it, I’m probably going to end up having another panic attack about it, especially in class, which is NOT the best way.

Even if I do end up in school, Which I doubt to my state, I’m probably not even going to eat anything, or I’ll just distance myself from everyone due to anxiety of dragging on the sickness to them, I need to make sure they’re okay, I’m okay, and everyone else around me.

Just wanted to get this off my chest.

TLDR: I’m sick and I don’t want to go to school bcz I’m worried abt what will happen and I’m worried about my physical health

somnium Ploonets

I threw up like 8 times this night, I was only able to get 2 hours of sleep.

I don’t know what led me to that, but my charger was also included in my vomit, so I have to get a new one.

I hate my life, what’s going on?

⋆✮ zof ✮⋆ try do 3x + 7x when x = 12

huh

failed Aged sadly again.

Soverign said in fun fact:

lighter does one hand dead pulls? 𝓪𝓻𝓪 𝓪𝓻𝓪…

aged sadly but still funny between us two

not discord

Let’s go
Jean Paul Gaultier, taste like it’s a Malia
Got bitches wantin’ their hands all up on my bustier
You can’t catch up to me, cold heart with a pretty face
I’ll make you lose all of your cool, just say you wanna play
No, no emotion
I got you where I want you, heartbeat is frozen
Now that we’re up and down, our bodies in motion
Go 'head and figure out, I am the commotion
I, I, I, I
Bite, send shivers down your spine
Boy, I’ll eat you alive
Be careful or I might take a bite
One taste and you’ll be mine
Can’t promise you’ll survive
Just make it through the night
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a
My mind’s sharp like my canines
Boy, you sleep in the daytime
I’m working six to nine, go studio, gym, know that’s right
Another hit, put it under my belt
One look and these boys all melt
Ice on my teeth, got my degree, mom’s got it on her shelf
No, no emotion
I got you where I want you, heartbeat is frozen
Now that we’re up and down, our bodies in motion
Go 'head and figure out, I am the commotion
I, I, I, I
Bite, send shivers down your spine
Boy, I’ll eat you alive
Be careful or I might take a bite
One taste and you’ll be mine
Can’t promise you’ll survive
Just make it through the night
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a bite
I’m a sucker, make you suffer
Catch me front page, on the cover
Take it rough, I like it rougher
Move your hips and make you shudder
I’m a sucker, make you suffer
Catch me front page, on the cover
Take it rough, I like it rougher
Move your hips and make you shudder
Ah
Bite, send shivers down your spine
Boy, I’ll eat you alive
Be careful or I might take a bite
One taste and you’ll be mine
Can’t promise you’ll survive
Just make it through the night
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah (bite, bite)
Take a (take a bite, take a bite, take a bite) ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
(Take a bite, take a bite, take a bite)
Take a (take a bite, take a bite, take a bite) ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Take a bite

getting into my kpop era

hi

its gotten way worse, i cant even be bothered to use grammar like i usually do.

im not even thinking about venting anymore, well, not to my friends- at all. like i keep saying to myself and everyone, i always think my vents are invalid, and i just, i dont want them to be overthinking about me, i say im fine, but im not, im genuinely, i cant think straight, i always think theyre annoyed at me, based off the way they speak.

everytime i think about this, or venting in general, i always think “youre being repetitive with this shit, shut the fuck up.” and just decide to say “oh no im fine dw im js yk like this alot lol”,

i cant actually js keep going like thsi they will notice either way anywyas, i dont want them to notice but at the same time i do. idk i just find comfort in venting on here more than actually to anyone else, lol.

⋆✮ zof ✮⋆ said in joy:

decently fatal disease and theres a chance i might have it

How…???

1 the fuck?

Figured I’d tell you guys.

Hood

Vincent Valentine Sadly, not because of looks, but for pure pleasure.

Pho I might research it slightly though, because I am genuinely quite confused.

Pho I feel like it would be painless, because most of your bits are being misaligned n’ shit and turning into mush or something like that.

Pho I don’t know, it’s just unthinkable for me, like HOW would it hurt from the inside? having all your guts being ripped out?

If a non-bi person who was originally a man, dates another man, does that still make the non-bi person gay?