yeah
I talk about my bf raul a lot but its not obsessive its js we hang out a lot and most of my funny things to talk about these days are relating to him
i always considered i was going to be a bad friend for being too truthful towards others, i dont want them to lose hope in themselves, like sebastian, ive always been like this towards him, butโฆ i cant shake off the feeling im making other people worse
Soverign i never even had a spark im awful at comforting people,
i fear the problem for me is that i use jokes to cope so i often kinda turn someones vent into a joke but most people dont deal w stuff how i do so they think im tryna be mean @~@