people romanticize social awkwardness and anxiety until you genuinely dont know how to talk to other people and you’re dry and don’t talk much unless its something you’re personally interested in / want to talk about

it’s getting to the point where as much as I love talking to my friends about the things I feel like talking about and being able to share things I find funny with them, I’m starting to wish I just didn’t have any friends at all because some of them shame me for not being talkative or responding to them in the way they want, and my relatives are displaying how they don’t like me just because I don’t talk a lot in petty ways like stealing from me and not wanting to give me food so they tell everyone but me

if you dont want lame responses from me just don’t fucking talk to me, okay? I don’t ever mean to seem like I don’t care so I try to sympathize, but I actually don’t care at all and often times people start talking me when I’m doing something or want to be left alone, so not only do I just not give a shit, you’re also just pissing me off and that sometimes influences dry, short replies

I wouldn’t eat if I could live off of liquid I’m such a drinkaholic I’m salivating

COME TO PAPA DIABETES!!!

ik you’ve ALL heard this song before

https://open.spotify.com/track/1De425SCFJULIHbcmeebUw?si=O2YurRjORKi_lb3Uq_2BDw

Lost in the fog
I fear that there’s still further to fall
It’s dangerous 'cause I want it all
And I don’t think I care what it costs

I shouldn’t have fallen in love
Look what it made me become
I let you get too close
Just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You’re scared to believe I’m the one
But I just can’t let you go

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can
I’d let it burn
I’d let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames

Fear in their eyes
Ash raining from the blood orange sky
I let everybody know that you’re mine
Now it’s just a matter of time

Before we’re swept into the dust
Look what you made me become
I let you get too close
Just to wake up alone
And I know you think you can run
You’re scared to believe I’m the one
But I just can’t let you go

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can
I’d let it burn
I’d let the world burn
Just to hear you calling out my name
Watching it all go down in flames

Let it all burn
Oh, I’d burn this world for you
Oh, baby, I’d let it burn
For you

I’d let the world burn
Let the world burn for you
This is how it always had to end
If I can’t have you then no one can

20260223_092420.mp4

I don’t not care about any of my friends or the situations they go through, but at the same time it’s like… I’m not going through it, why do I have to give you advice? Why do I have to respond “adequately” to you? I’ll reply, let you know I listened or read what you said, but I’m not always sure how to reply, if ever.

like ok. I could just not respond to you at all. I can just fucking ignore you. seems like you’d prefer that at this point.

oh the horrors

Iwas relieves to when I saw it was just a babby,

then I take a closer look… fat babby.

-my aunt who wants to find any reason to call food unhealthy because she’s mad she’s a type 2 diabetic and I’m not

w eats? mashed potatoes + gravy + country fried steak (HAHAHA AMERICA AMERICA 🇺🇸)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2EoOZnxNgtmZaD8uUmz2nD?si=gNl_ktmBSqGIdrIQTC2vfA

In my eyes
Indisposed
In disguises no one knows
Hides the face
Lies the snake
And the sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat
Summer stench
Neath the black, the sky looks dead
Call my name
Through the cream
And I’ll hear you scream again

Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come
Won’t you come

Stuttering
Cold and damp
Steal the warm wind, tired friend
Times are gone
For honest men
Sometimes, far too long for snakes
In my shoes
Walking sleep
In my youth, I pray to keep
Heaven send
Hell away
No one sings like you anymore

Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come

Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come? (Black hole sun, black hole sun)

Hang my head
Drown my fear
Till you all just disappear

Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come

Black hole sun
Won’t you come
And wash away the rain?
Black hole sun
Won’t you come
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come (Black hole sun, black hole sun)
Won’t you come
Won’t you come

@plutonium said in on some real shit:

people romanticize social awkwardness and anxiety

“aww futaba from persona 5 is so cute”
oh but when its ME IT ISNT CUTE,

like fuck you bruh

eated a whole giant bag of takis, choked on a taki, drank orange juice to wash it down, started choking on the orange juice, red powder all over my hands and face

fuck u
u did yhis to me

there’s too many people on the planet and not enough resources

if everything you needed to live was cheap and easy to get, those easy resources would quickly decline in amount, and when they stop existing, its not just hard for the poor to live anymore, its hard for everyone to live

so, the solution is a lot of death
kill a lot of people

and im sure not a lot of people want to die for the betterment of quality of living if they can live just fine as it is now
therefore, will it ever be fixed? no, we’d all have to die first

I have this problem a lot, actually. I had a lot of friends in my younger elementary/middle school days and I never had proper contact with them outside of school. I can’t talk to them anymore, even if I miss them and really want to talk to them. I don’t remember their faces or their names except a select few, and remembering voices is even more difficult for me. As a person with borderline dementia at least

That really sucks though, and I hope you find them soon. I’m sure you will with the way the world is these days.

slipped disc

it’s affecting my legs, occasionally causing pain and numbness
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Pheo it amuses me when people say this, it has always been a shitty website with shitty people. It isnt getting better or worse