Thankfully, nobody was paying any attention or cared enough to ask about anything, which I’m grateful for because I would have NOT been able to explain myself at all without completely wailing.

@laraiia Please don’t post memes here

This is a serious topic

Me and Alan, after hearing his explanation on why he said the things he said and did, have just ended our friendship. I hate myself now but I still have hope that he leads some kind of good life for himself. I just… can’t. This is the first friend I’ve willingly lost and I just really feel like dying right now. I feel like I made the best decision but I still hate myself for it. So much so that me and him spent the last 7 or so minutes of the call crying and wishing each other well. I didn’t want to do this but felt it was necessary and I wanted him to understand that. If he ever sees this post somehow, I’m sorry it had to end this way between us. I hate that this is how we had to go out and, if I could, I’d relive all the memories we made together over and over and over again. This will mostly likely be the final update on this matter for all of you. For me… it might be a rocky few weeks or months or… even longer, maybe. I’m gonna cry about this like a whiney bitch now.

@Flip-Ditcher Alright, let’s do this.

@Flip-Ditcher im gonna read this long text now-

@Namira Deep breaths

@Cawwie not that i know of, no

i read that title as a COMPLETELY different sentence holy hecking heck

@CaptainPresto Oh God- i bet that was horrifying. Thank goodness you’re all right now.
I hope you stay safe and healthy now ❤️

@保志久美 Well yeah… sadly the generation is like this sometimes

People get annoyed that I love god but I’m a Demigirl :,>

@保志久美 LMAO BUT I LOVE SPONEGBOB- since i love spongebob i like this message- well- that sponegbob episode where gary da snail is gone makes me cry all time- it reminds me a bit of Puma

@ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx dont worry bro im stalking u rn so i can protect u ^-^

im here for you, always, if you wanna talk about anything, you always can with me, regardless., if you just need to cry or you need someone to laugh at or scream with, im here for you and i love you always 💕

@A38 I Agree 100%. Thank you for that.

It’s also quite annoying when they’re just trying to get feelings out of you to prove that they’re right that we have no feelings. It makes them look bad for themselves. 🤷‍♀️

@Duchess lol

@Duchess 😭

Little update: The flight is actually on 11th February aka the saturday