@ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx This sounds like a poem. I hope you find the person to bring you to shore. You always deserve that opportunity and the chance at joy. Im sorry you feel like youre sinking. Your vision might be blurry from underwater, but who knows. There could be a person drifting right toward you right now, so close to reaching down to lift you up.