Body dysmorphia kicks ass.

So, to put it bluntly, I’m a slightly chubbier girl, and I’ve got a large chest. ~~(unfortunately. That’s where this is heading too…)~~ I usually don’t mind, but I’ve got a lot of performances coming up where I have to either move around a lot or do a lot of dancing/jumping. I’ve also noticed that because of my…size, I have a lot of back pain, and pain going up/down stairs/pain in general. I’ve tried sports bras (like the compression ones), but those only work so much. As someone who has a lot of LGBTQ+ friends and as someone who is LGBTQ+, I know that you are not supposed to bind with those elastic bandages, but it was only for a minute. Not even. I wanted to cry because it felt nice. It was tighter and more supportive than a sports bra, and I was still able to breathe. Except the shitty part is, is I can’t get a binder (not even from someone with supportive parents), because my mom will get mad and be like ‘oh you don’t need one, that’s what your sports bras are for,’ and no matter how hard I would try to tell her, I know it would always end up in some stupid-ass argument, and she’d probably say something about how my gay friends are being a “bad influence” on me and that I just want to be like them because it’s “cool.”

No. The problem is:
I hate my arms. They’re so fatty but skinny.
I hate my hands. My nails look gross, and my fingers are short and ugly.
I hate my legs. They’re so thick. The only thing they look good in is thigh-highs and leggings because they hid their true form.
I hate my stomach. I want a flat stomach like all those pretty girls at school. Why can’t I look like them?
I hate my face. My skin is scarred from picking at it, and it’s textured and ugly. If I could afford skincare to look nice and pretty, I would get it.
I hate my chest. After being told my ‘chesticles’ were out for wearing a cute zipper top that was lower cut, especially.
…
Oh, and I’m like super pissed off right now because (note that I’m a singer for what I’m about to say) I’m sick, and I can’t. Fucking. BREATHE. LIKE AT ALL. And I’m pretty sure my Devil’s Waterfall is coming shortly, so I’m super like, temperamental, and I’m also pissed because I have tried using a steam inhaler, and a nebulizer, and I can’t find my Vicks VapoRub Stick (It’s like a smelling stick that smells like really concentrated Vicks, and it clears out the sinuses super fast. AND I CAN’T FIND IT. WHAT THE HELL-)

kitkatgirlie

@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 u is bootiful no matter what girl U-U

A Former User

@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 Girl I’m the fattest 13 yr old in my class- (im built like a fucking ddiscord mod) I know I can’t do anything hell, I can’t even do anything to cheer you up but just know, I’m here for you. :)

@kitkatgirlie Girlie, I appreciate it, but like, body dysmorphia says no.

@Winnie-the-GIANT-ENEMY-SPIDER said in Body dysmorphia kicks ass.:

(im built like a fucking ddiscord mod)

Girl, istg, same- except I’m in HS and these girls are RUTHLESS.

A Former User

@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 oop

your_local_carlisle_simp

@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 just

post their names and house adresses

I’ll deal with them :3

if they dissapear don’t worry they’re just eternally sleeping

A Former User

@Enzi broooo

@Enzi God, I really wish it was people saying it and not myself for the majority of it.

kitkatgirlie

@Enzi im helping

@kitkatgirlie omg no-

your_local_carlisle_simp

@kitkatgirlie YES GRAB THE NUKE ILL GRAB THE NUCLIAR BOMB

kitkatgirlie

@Enzi BET

kitkatgirlie

IM GETTING THE SPRINGLOCK SUITS AND KNIVES AS WELL

your_local_carlisle_simp

@kitkatgirlie *comits arson to the part of des’ brain that thought she was ugly

your_local_carlisle_simp

@kitkatgirlie OMG YES

DONT FORGET THE MATCHES

kitkatgirlie

@Enzi WE FINNA ALWAYS COME BACK AFTER THIS ONE

your_local_carlisle_simp

@kitkatgirlie YAAASSSSSSSS

A Former User

If it helps, you can get surgery to decrease their size when you’re older

@Namira I’ve seriously thought about it-a family friend got one, and she says it really helped. Besides, it doesn’t have to be a major reduction either-

Body dysmorphia kicks ass.

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