Body dysmorphia kicks ass.
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So, to put it bluntly, Iβm a slightly chubbier girl, and Iβve got a large chest.
(unfortunately. Thatβs where this is heading tooβ¦)I usually donβt mind, but Iβve got a lot of performances coming up where I have to either move around a lot or do a lot of dancing/jumping. Iβve also noticed that because of myβ¦size, I have a lot of back pain, and pain going up/down stairs/pain in general. Iβve tried sports bras (like the compression ones), but those only work so much. As someone who has a lot of LGBTQ+ friends and as someone who is LGBTQ+, I know that you are not supposed to bind with those elastic bandages, but it was only for a minute. Not even. I wanted to cry because it felt nice. It was tighter and more supportive than a sports bra, and I was still able to breathe. Except the shitty part is, is I canβt get a binder (not even from someone with supportive parents), because my mom will get mad and be like βoh you donβt need one, thatβs what your sports bras are for,β and no matter how hard I would try to tell her, I know it would always end up in some stupid-ass argument, and sheβd probably say something about how my gay friends are being a βbad influenceβ on me and that I just want to be like them because itβs βcool.βNo. The problem is:
I hate my arms. Theyβre so fatty but skinny.
I hate my hands. My nails look gross, and my fingers are short and ugly.
I hate my legs. Theyβre so thick. The only thing they look good in is thigh-highs and leggings because they hid their true form.
I hate my stomach. I want a flat stomach like all those pretty girls at school. Why canβt I look like them?
I hate my face. My skin is scarred from picking at it, and itβs textured and ugly. If I could afford skincare to look nice and pretty, I would get it.
I hate my chest. After being told my βchesticlesβ were out for wearing a cute zipper top that was lower cut, especially.
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Oh, and Iβm like super pissed off right now because (note that Iβm a singer for what Iβm about to say) Iβm sick, and I canβt. Fucking. BREATHE. LIKE AT ALL. And Iβm pretty sure my Devilβs Waterfall is coming shortly, so Iβm super like, temperamental, and Iβm also pissed because I have tried using a steam inhaler, and a nebulizer, and I canβt find my Vicks VapoRub Stick (Itβs like a smelling stick that smells like really concentrated Vicks, and it clears out the sinuses super fast. AND I CANβT FIND IT. WHAT THE HELL-)"πΌ ππ πππ ππ ππππ πΎπ ππ½π πΉπΆππππππ, πΌ'πΉ πΆπππππ π»ππππππππ π½ππ π·ππΆπππΎπ»ππ ππ½π ππππππΎππ½π πΎπ."
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@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 u is bootiful no matter what girl U-U
uwu cutely snaps ur neck
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@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 Girl Iβm the fattest 13 yr old in my class- (im built like a fucking ddiscord mod) I know I canβt do anything hell, I canβt even do anything to cheer you up but just know, Iβm here for you. :)
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kitkatgirlie Girlie, I appreciate it, but like, body dysmorphia says no.
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@Winnie-the-GIANT-ENEMY-SPIDER said in Body dysmorphia kicks ass.:
(im built like a fucking ddiscord mod)
Girl, istg, same-
except Iβm in HS and these girls are RUTHLESS. -
@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 oop
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@just-a-fkn-reaper-3-0 just
post their names and house adresses
Iβll deal with them :3
if they dissapear donβt worry theyβre just eternally sleeping
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@Enzi broooo
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@Enzi God, I really wish it was people saying it and not myself for the majority of it.
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@Enzi im helping
uwu cutely snaps ur neck
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kitkatgirlie omg no-
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kitkatgirlie YES GRAB THE NUKE ILL GRAB THE NUCLIAR BOMB
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@Enzi BET
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IM GETTING THE SPRINGLOCK SUITS AND KNIVES AS WELL
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kitkatgirlie *comits arson to the part of desβ brain that thought she was ugly
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kitkatgirlie OMG YES
DONT FORGET THE MATCHES
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@Enzi WE FINNA ALWAYS COME BACK AFTER THIS ONE
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kitkatgirlie YAAASSSSSSSS
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If it helps, you can get surgery to decrease their size when youβre older
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@Namira Iβve seriously thought about it-a family friend got one, and she says it really helped. Besides, it doesnβt have to be a major reduction either-
