I feel really invalidated, and that my mom isn't letting me defend myself, and now I'm grounded.

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp same. she says she tries but she never succeeds. Lowkey i used to do sh a LOT. recovering now thank goodness. but my mom fr makes me wanna crash put-

[Blake]

Blake out*

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake I’ve never sh’d, but the amount of times I’ve thought about it and then mentally hit myself because I know I have no real reason to is…insane.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake she’s legit threatened to put me in therapy when we have our arguments. I don’t need it now, but I might if she keeps this shit up, and I don’t like that idea. I don’t want to go to therapy.

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp …the amunt of times where i would sit on my floor and miniaclly cry-laugh out of pain…(mentlly) we both need help-

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp …mine threatened me to put me in a mental clinic and never come back. With a kn!fe to my throat.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake oh! CPS?

[Blake]

Blake help why is my english so broken- ‘miniclly’

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake except I can’t do that. Not safely, anyway. We have a one-floor house, and my room (because our house is so small) is the dining room. I don’t even have a door, I have a set of black-out curtains hanging up in the arch.

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp i would but- i’m fuckin’ scared. what if i end up in a worse situation than im already in-?

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake that’s fair. I hear the system can fucking suck.

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn-

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp exactly- i’d just rather deal with this bitch. what if a r@pest becomes my foster parent-

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake yeah, that’s valid. I mean, I think they usually like do background checks on people who foster, but there’s always a small chance.

[Blake]

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp blawg i heard too many cases or murderers n shit becoming foster parents-

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

Blake yeah, that’s fair.
And like, while I don’t feel safe in my home sometimes, I don’t feel unsafe enough to go through that. And even if I did, I’d probably just crash at my friend’s place, who’s a few blocks over.

[Raven]

I have a bad habit of picking scabs too-
But your mom did NOT have to be so extra about it and take your phone away.
She could have found a way to break that bad habit instead on going straight for unnecessary discipline.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@Raven-Rae the thing is, I’ve been doing it a lot more lately, and she keeps telling me to stop, have me put bandaids (which just come off) on, etc etc.

[Your Local Shadow Simp]

@Raven-Rae and obvi i didn’t tell her bc I didn’t think it was relevant. And bc she gets upset at it.
Yes, i know it leaves scars, but I can’t help it.