I feel really invalidated, and that my mom isn't letting me defend myself, and now I'm grounded.
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Blake EXACTLY!
My mom grew up in a really toxic householdโher mom was an abusive narcissist, and her dad was just as bad, so it was a really toxic household, so Iโm pretty sure she picked up some of that shit from her parents, even though she claims that sheโs trying to break the trauma cycle, when sheโs not. She just keeps it going somedays, and I know that eventually Iโm probably going to need fucking therapy because of it. -
Blake oh, she doesnโt report it to him, he was just there and heard everything.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp same. she says she tries but she never succeeds. Lowkey i used to do sh a LOT. recovering now thank goodness. but my mom fr makes me wanna crash put-
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Blake out*
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn.
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Blake Iโve never shโd, but the amount of times Iโve thought about it and then mentally hit myself because I know I have no real reason to isโฆinsane.
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Blake sheโs legit threatened to put me in therapy when we have our arguments. I donโt need it now, but I might if she keeps this shit up, and I donโt like that idea. I donโt want to go to therapy.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp โฆthe amunt of times where i would sit on my floor and miniaclly cry-laugh out of painโฆ(mentlly)
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp โฆmine threatened me to put me in a mental clinic and never come back. With a kn!fe to my throat.
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Blake oh! CPS?
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Blake help why is my english so broken- โminicllyโ
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Blake except I canโt do that. Not safely, anyway. We have a one-floor house, and my room (because our house is so small) is the dining room. I donโt even have a door, I have a set of black-out curtains hanging up in the arch.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp i would but- iโm fuckinโ scared. what if i end up in a worse situation than im already in-?
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Blake thatโs fair. I hear the system can fucking suck.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn-
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp exactly- iโd just rather deal with this bitch. what if a r@pest becomes my foster parent-
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Blake yeah, thatโs valid. I mean, I think they usually like do background checks on people who foster, but thereโs always a small chance.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp blawg i heard too many cases or murderers n shit becoming foster parents
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Blake yeah, thatโs fair.
And like, while I donโt feel safe in my home sometimes, I donโt feel unsafe enough to go through that. And even if I did, Iโd probably just crash at my friendโs place, whoโs a few blocks over. -
I have a bad habit of picking scabs too-
But your mom did NOT have to be so extra about it and take your phone away.
She could have found a way to break that bad habit instead on going straight for unnecessary discipline.