I feel really invalidated, and that my mom isn't letting me defend myself, and now I'm grounded.
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Blake oh, she doesnβt report it to him, he was just there and heard everything.
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π€πΏπΆπΉπ ππππΆπ π¦πΎπ·πππππΏπΎπ€ same. she says she tries but she never succeeds. Lowkey i used to do sh a LOT. recovering now thank goodness. but my mom fr makes me wanna crash put-
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Blake out*
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Blake Iβve never shβd, but the amount of times Iβve thought about it and then mentally hit myself because I know I have no real reason to isβ¦insane.
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Blake sheβs legit threatened to put me in therapy when we have our arguments. I donβt need it now, but I might if she keeps this shit up, and I donβt like that idea. I donβt want to go to therapy.
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π€πΏπΆπΉπ ππππΆπ π¦πΎπ·πππππΏπΎπ€ β¦the amunt of times where i would sit on my floor and miniaclly cry-laugh out of painβ¦(mentlly)
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π€πΏπΆπΉπ ππππΆπ π¦πΎπ·πππππΏπΎπ€ β¦mine threatened me to put me in a mental clinic and never come back. With a kn!fe to my throat.
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Blake oh! CPS?
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Blake help why is my english so broken- βminicllyβ
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Blake except I canβt do that. Not safely, anyway. We have a one-floor house, and my room (because our house is so small) is the dining room. I donβt even have a door, I have a set of black-out curtains hanging up in the arch.
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π€πΏπΆπΉπ ππππΆπ π¦πΎπ·πππππΏπΎπ€ i would but- iβm fuckinβ scared. what if i end up in a worse situation than im already in-?
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Blake thatβs fair. I hear the system can fucking suck.
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π€πΏπΆπΉπ ππππΆπ π¦πΎπ·πππππΏπΎπ€ exactly- iβd just rather deal with this bitch. what if a r@pest becomes my foster parent-
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Blake yeah, thatβs valid. I mean, I think they usually like do background checks on people who foster, but thereβs always a small chance.
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π€πΏπΆπΉπ ππππΆπ π¦πΎπ·πππππΏπΎπ€ blawg i heard too many cases or murderers n shit becoming foster parents-
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Blake yeah, thatβs fair.
And like, while I donβt feel safe in my home sometimes, I donβt feel unsafe enough to go through that. And even if I did, Iβd probably just crash at my friendβs place, whoβs a few blocks over. -
I have a bad habit of picking scabs too-
But your mom did NOT have to be so extra about it and take your phone away.
She could have found a way to break that bad habit instead on going straight for unnecessary discipline. -
Raven-Rae the thing is, Iβve been doing it a lot more lately, and she keeps telling me to stop, have me put bandaids (which just come off) on, etc etc.