I feel really invalidated, and that my mom isn't letting me defend myself, and now I'm grounded.
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Blake out*
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn.
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Blake Iโve never shโd, but the amount of times Iโve thought about it and then mentally hit myself because I know I have no real reason to isโฆinsane.
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Blake sheโs legit threatened to put me in therapy when we have our arguments. I donโt need it now, but I might if she keeps this shit up, and I donโt like that idea. I donโt want to go to therapy.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp โฆthe amunt of times where i would sit on my floor and miniaclly cry-laugh out of painโฆ(mentlly)
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp โฆmine threatened me to put me in a mental clinic and never come back. With a kn!fe to my throat.
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Blake oh! CPS?
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Blake help why is my english so broken- โminicllyโ
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Blake except I canโt do that. Not safely, anyway. We have a one-floor house, and my room (because our house is so small) is the dining room. I donโt even have a door, I have a set of black-out curtains hanging up in the arch.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp i would but- iโm fuckinโ scared. what if i end up in a worse situation than im already in-?
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Blake thatโs fair. I hear the system can fucking suck.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp Damn-
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp exactly- iโd just rather deal with this bitch. what if a r@pest becomes my foster parent-
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Blake yeah, thatโs valid. I mean, I think they usually like do background checks on people who foster, but thereโs always a small chance.
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@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp blawg i heard too many cases or murderers n shit becoming foster parents
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Blake yeah, thatโs fair.
And like, while I donโt feel safe in my home sometimes, I donโt feel unsafe enough to go through that. And even if I did, Iโd probably just crash at my friendโs place, whoโs a few blocks over. -
I have a bad habit of picking scabs too-
But your mom did NOT have to be so extra about it and take your phone away.
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Raven-Rae the thing is, Iโve been doing it a lot more lately, and she keeps telling me to stop, have me put bandaids (which just come off) on, etc etc.
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Raven-Rae and obvi i didnโt tell her bc I didnโt think it was relevant. And bc she gets upset at it.
Yes, i know it leaves scars, but I canโt help it. -
Raven-Rae so yeah, now Iโm probably going to get in even more trouble if she goes through my phone (my dc specifically) and sees that I have a bf, bc I havenโt told her yet. Itโs only been a month, but Iโm not ready to tell her yet. I want to make sure I really like this guy and that things are going to be good.