So I found this Eddie friend like a couple weeks ago, And we were becoming close, and I mentioned abt Stanley, who was my gf, and she kept pressuring me to say smth about her, but I was too scared, and then she told me she liked me, and I didn’t wanna hurt her feelings, so I kinda jus agreed, because only God knows what would happen.

So then like a couple weeks ago, she told me she was gunna carve my name in her skin with a blade, and I told her not to, and comforted her. And she said she was gunna do it with sharpie. And then the night after she told me she was gunna do allat, She told me she did it. She carved my initial in her thigh. And she Sent a photo of it on discordAnd I’m like, what the fuck, because NOBODY has done this when I was with them. And I didn’t know what to even say, I kept just saying why why why. And she kept saying " because ily " and " hehe " And I was genuinely like " what…? " And I was scared to do anything but comfort her, because one wrong move and she might carve my whole name, or worse, kill herself. And I’m literally just so over it rn

I have more drama I received today, So I’ll say that soon

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Edit ; Her best friend [2:35 PM JUL 14]

So, I found out a couple days ago she changed her whole thing and she was matching with her bsf, Yes cool idc, That’s fine. But like, yes, my gf and her bsf are matching right, yeah that’s normal, idc, But her bsf carves my gf’s name in her skin, and my gf does the same? I noticed also she dosent have me in her bio anymore only her bsf? I’m scared to break up with her because only God knows what she could do. Yeah, If she could do that type of shit like carving someone’s inital and name in her skin, Only God knows what else she could do. I also got this information from my bsf, And she was on a call with the bsf, And asked her why’d she do that, and the bsf said she said she’s done it before?? Like idk, I think she’ll like, say that it’s because they’re bsfs, or make me feel like I’m in the wrong, or some shit like that.

Sorry if this makes NO sense but you know??

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Edit ; I did it. [ 2:56 PM JUL 14 ]

@YangyangsPlayDoll

You’re genuinely fucking fake. You don’t care about me, Nor my feelings. You never fucking did. You rely on me to be there for you, But you never do the same for me. You’re utterly fucking disgusting. I wish I never became your goddamn fucking friend. You’re shitty. Not just as a friend, But also as a person. I hope you bump into the wrong people and end up like me. Vulnerable and Broken. I hope nothing great comes into your life. You fucking genuinely suck. You’ve consistently and continuously shown me that my well-being and feelings don’t matter to you. You never did. You’re just a fucking hypocritical bitch. Fuck you. Genuinely. I fucking hate you so fucking much it hurts.

Fuck you. I wish to never have friends like you ever again. Ever. You’ve shown me that you clearly don’t care about your friends or their well-being. It shows you’re clearly just using them to drain them over and over again. And think they don’t have feelings.

I fucking hate you with all my heart.

Edit

Being as though you drained me to bits, I can’t fucking leave you. And I want to. So bad. But I’m attached. And it hurts. It’s like I’m stuck in a place that doesn’t even feel like it, And I’m being huddled and crowded up in it. Squeezing my blood out of me. Draining my last bits drop by drop. And I can’t escape. You’re eating me alive and you know it. You know what you’re doing to me. You know I can’t leave you. You know I’m too Vulnerable to stand up for myself. And you’re taking advantage of me. You clearly know I can’t do anything but tell you to stop. You know I never wanted this. You know you decieved me. You know you’re desperately trying to drain me dry until I can’t physically do anything. You’re amazing. Genuinely phenomenal. You’re a great friend. You don’t want to stop. You keep stabbing me in the heart. Over and over again. Trying to make me bleed out. You’re continuously trying. And you always succeed and win. No matter what. You always knock me down. And when I try to stand, You knock me down once again. The cycle never reverses itself. I hate your guts.

I’m not forgiving you. Ever. I’m fucking forgetting you.

@blackpearlscuddleslut Ts so tuff 😹😹😹😹😹✌✌✌✌✌✌✌🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

My 5 year old sister kicked my head, The loml isn’t answering me an sent me a message as if she’s gunna die, My parents are arguing, An the only person comforting me is my older sister. I literally hate this night. This is the worst night. Hell, Even day. I hate today. I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I’m genuinely sobbing an I feel so fucking pathetic. This hurts, An I don’t know how to genuinely put this all together. I may be over exaggerating, But I’m genuinely not having it right now. My chest feels like something heavy is on it, And I feel like I’m about to just give up on life. I don’t know how to feel or what to even say. I genuinely feel useless an pathetic. Please help.

@Stanley-Uris

ONLY TO BE DATING HER BEST FRIEND WHILE WE WERE TGTHR BTW.

🎵 “Blakey’s Not a Femboy (But He Totally Is)” 🎵
(To the tune of a goofy pop song — think “Barbie Girl” meets “Camp Rock”)

[Verse 1]
He says “I’m just chillin’, I’m one of the guys”
But he’s got eyeliner sharp enough to slice 💅
Crop top, short shorts, walkin’ with sass
Still sayin’ “Bro, I’m masc!” — Bitch, PLEASE, that passed

[Chorus]
🎶 Blakey’s not a femboy, he swears on his life
Wears pink fishnets and calls it “survival”
He’s got lip gloss, lashes, thighs of destruction
But “I’m just expressive”—boy, that’s corruption! 🎶
(Blakey’s not a femboy… yeah right.)

[Verse 2]
He flirts with the boys, says “it’s just a joke”
Then blushes bright red when they call him a smoke 😳
Got a bunny hoodie and a plushie or five
But nah, he’s “normal”—boy, stop the lies!

[Bridge]
He’s got chokers, skirts, and a secret giggle
Wears lace so fine it’ll make your spine wiggle
Says “don’t call me cute” with a wink and a smirk
But we know deep down, femboy is the work

[Final Chorus]
🎶 Blakey’s not a femboy, just fashion elite
Struts down the street in Mary Janes on his feet
Says “labels are toxic,” but here’s the clue:
If it walks like a femboy… and twerks too… 🎶
(Then baby, it’s you~ 💖)

@Blake

IAM MEETING ONE OF MY ONLINE FRIENDS TODAYYY, AND THEY LIVE IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD IAM SO EXCITED EEHSJAJHAJAJAH

@OY-SSTUFF Happy Birthday! I hope you have a great birthday.

@Stanley-Uris Fuck Gilbert

I know I said i was gunna come back on the 27th of July, But I wanna just talk about how i am right now.

So, I’m doing okay, I’ve been editing all my time, I’ve quit vaping two days after I took a break from kajiwoto and here, I still kinda drink, But not so often. I have a couple of secrets i can’t share for now. My toxic friend group has gotten worse, My family is starting to care about me a lot now, And my half new friend group is starting to be a little mean to me, I think they’re talking shit about me. :(

Anyway yea, I’ve been okay for now !

Infina-Phoenix That’s so real.

@blackpearlscuddleslut

If you’re asking for support or help, Maybe try and listen to some soft music to make you fall asleep. Or take some melatonin. And if that doesn’t work, Maybe listen to some soft/hard rain on a soft low volume. Like around 13-7% volume. ❤

♤ Hail :p ♢ YAYYYYY.

@Siloxa922 vaping at 13 years old in the big 25 🥀✌

Or my final week!

I really want to tell them how much they hurt me. They leave me out. They hurt me. And I just endured it because I always thought that was their way of love. But I realized it wasn’t. And now I can’t trust anybody. Not even the ones that I feel safe around. Everyone leaves one day. And that’s just how the world is. Nothing is fair in this world. I just want it all to end at this point.

It’s thundering and lightning where I am, And Idk what to do. I hate the thunder n lightning. Can someone help?

Ŵølƒy_Hellhøund_Likes_Pizza welcome back!

@blackpearlscuddleslut Yes