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RE: Heather & Family Line | Conan Gray | by me
I was going to do acapella but it sounded weird
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RE: Sleepovers suck (TW: SA!!!) (5/24/2025)
๐ค๐ธ๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ถ๐ธ๐๐ค its okay, dont worry.
also, thank you. Iโm nice usually -
What should I sing? | Conan Gray addition
1 - Heather
2 - Astronomy
3 - Maniac
4 - Family Line
5 - People Watching
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RE: Sleepovers suck (TW: SA!!!) (5/24/2025)
Des,
I just want to let you know before I say anything that this post wont be deleted or whatever unless you personally want it to be.
Okay. Time to say some things.
First of all, I just want to say thank you for sharing this. I know it mustโve taken a lot of strength and vulnerability to put this into words, and I want you to know that I hear you and I believe you. What happened to you was not your fault in any way, and Iโm so, so sorry that you had to go through something like that.
You didnโt do anything wrong. Saying โI donโt knowโ doesnโt mean you gave permission. It doesnโt mean you were okay with what was happening. It means you were scared, overwhelmed, and frozen in a moment where your brain and body didnโt feel safe. That response is real. Itโs valid. And itโs actually very common in trauma situations โ itโs called a freeze response, and it happens when someone is in danger but doesnโt know how to escape or canโt find the words to fight back. Your body was trying to protect you in the only way it could. You are not weak for that.
Itโs devastating that someone not only crossed your boundaries but ignored the signs that you were uncomfortable, scared, and not okay. That was a violation of your trust, and it never shouldโve happened. And the fact that sheโs younger doesnโt excuse anything. What she did was manipulative and predatory. Age doesnโt erase harm.
I can feel how much this has affected you, because Iโve been through things like this before too. The anger, confusion, sadness, and shame, and I just want you to know that none of those feelings are your fault. Youโre not overreacting. Youโre not being dramatic. Youโre reacting like a human being who was hurt in a situation where you didnโt feel safe, and thatโs completely valid.
Iโm proud of you for telling Bradlee. That took courage. And Iโm glad he listened and believed you. Even if he couldnโt fix what happened, having someone in your corner who takes you seriously matters. I know the idea of parents finding out can feel terrifying, especially with the fear of things blowing up or getting worse but please donโt ever feel like youโre responsible for protecting her or anyone else from the consequences of what she did. You are not the one who created this situation, she did.
If and when youโre ready, I really encourage you to talk to someone who can help more directly a counselor, therapist, or trusted adult who knows how to handle this stuff. Especially if they didnโt tell their parents about this. You deserve support, not silence. You shouldnโt have to carry this alone. I know it might feel overwhelming or scary to open that door, but there are people who can guide you through it.
You are not useless. You are not worthless. You are not broken. What happened to you was wrong, but it doesnโt define who you are. Youโre still whole. Still worthy of love, respect, and safety. And Iโm really proud of you for being brave enough to speak up even if it didnโt feel brave at the time.
Please donโt hesitate to reach out to me if you want someone to talk to, vent to, or just sit with you in this. Youโre not alone in this, even if it sometimes feels like it. Iโll listen and Iโll be here for you every step of the way.
This isnโt going to go away but itโs a good thing to talk to someone about it that has gone through something similar because then they know how to maybe help and comfort more. Trust me, Iโve been through this. You can talk to me whenever and Iโll tell you everything.
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RE: Sleepovers suck (TW: SA!!!) (5/24/2025)
Des, I will reply to this post when I get home. Right now I canโt read it but I promise I will. Please message me and remind me
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To The Now Current Trial Mods
Thanks to Jordan, they sent me the link to the groups and so you three, ({_๐๐๐_}, KayaRoseWho, and Queer Trash) are now trial mods.
I will be making a gc with you guys and Shazz to have an extra way to communicate if there is something wrong.
Thank you all, and we look forward to working with you guys. -
RE: Staff Applications Are Now Closed!
WAIT!!
We have to wait until the site isnโt being poopy so we can promote you guys. I just realized that I canโt even look at the groups in order to give the trial mod to you all. -
Staff Applications Are Now Closed!
@everyone
Me and Shazz_ have both decided to open the chance to try out trial mod for a few special people.
KayaRoseWho
Congratulations Akuji!
Shazz and I agreed that you would be a positive staff member and make a difference on the site and we really need that tbh lol. We canโt wait to work with you!
We will be promoting you asap.{_๐๐๐_}
Congratulations YLL!
Shazz and I agreed that you would make the site a wonderful place and you were an amazing mod in the roleplay room on mpp so weโre looking forward to working with you!
We will be promoting you asap.Blake
Congratulations Blake!
Shazz and I agreed that you would make the site positive especially since everyone seems to love you lol youโre a cool person too. We canโt wait to work with you!
We will be promoting you asap.
Thank you to everyone else who applied and weโll most likely open up staff applications in the future. We love you all and have an amazing rest of your guyโs weekends.
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RE: Welp..i guess my mom's coming to where I am?
Sphinx bro what the fluff.
She literally sounds and seems like a true psychopath
I am so sorry that you have to deal with this like for real. I thought she was like โoh nope, your with your dad now so I donโt care about you and leave us aloneโ and now sheโs taking you to court and doing all this other stuff. Like woman if your gonna be a mom this isnโt the way to do it -
RE: Shazz Fit Check! :3
Shazz_ ALSO
CONGRATULATIONS FOR GRADUATING!!
Iโm literally so proud of you for making it this far. Youโve done so much and I am so proud of you. Like I really am. Youโre going to make an amazing life for yourself and I canโt wait for what you do next. I love you man never give up -
RE: Shazz Fit Check! :3
Shazz_ omg shazz I literally love it
I love the colors and you should for real do these more often -
RE: What's one thing a teacher said to you that's stuck with you forever?
โIf you werenโt stupid then why are you in here?โ
A teacher told me that at my old school and I literally wanted to crash out right then and there. Just because I donโt get certain things and had to be in a focus class doesnโt mean Iโm stupidโฆ