This is a lot in little paragraphs because if it wasn’t I would just be ranting about this shit and it would be a BIG post but starting tomorrow or some time this week (or next week) I will be resigning as a moderator. I’ve realized that some members here don’t respect me and want me to leave because I’m like every other mad mod on here and that’s taken a really big effect on me. I’ve been really struggling with my self-esteem lately and knowing that most people on here don’t like me or have been talking behind my back really hurts me and I don’t want to be one of those people that end up giving up on life because of it because I almost did a few times back then but I don’t want to be like that anymore. I want to get better but knowing that I’m just getting hated on and people don’t respect me really brings me down.

I’m not asking ya’ll to fully like me. All I wanted was to do my dream and become a mod to help users here and to help around the community and others don’t take that as a good thing. I’ve done mistakes and I’ve made a few recently but I never intended for so many of you to dislike me or to not want to talk to me and honestly that hurts because I’m not as evil and disrespectful as some of you guys think I am. I’ve really been trying to focus on school and myself and I feel like none of those are really working out for me and me being on here trying to help users that don’t even like me is hard. It’s really difficult to do things around here when all I get is hate every time I come online. I’m not saying you guys are making posts about me or whatever it’s just the fact that when I talk to some of you you think I’m some horrible person when I’m really not. I can be if I wanted to but I’m not.

I wanted to make it at least more than two months (I think its been that long??) of me being a mod but I can’t handle all this stress at once and it’s affecting me more and more everyday.

I’m sorry.

DeludedScythops is banned because he’s Lavender and he was supposed to be IP banned but somehow got on here again.
He was being very sexual in my dms on snap basically trying to guilt trip me into sending him things and he just… is not a good person. If any of you had to deal with that from him, I’m sorry. I should’ve banned him a while ago but then I’ve also been really busy with school and such.
But please don’t make any posts about this. Me and Shazz are gonna keep on the look out to make sure he doesn’t make another account.

@everyone
Me and Shazz_ have both decided to open the chance to try out trial mod for a few special people.

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KayaRoseWho
Congratulations Akuji!
Shazz and I agreed that you would be a positive staff member and make a difference on the site and we really need that tbh lol. We can’t wait to work with you!
We will be promoting you asap.

{_𝐘𝐋𝐋_}
Congratulations YLL!
Shazz and I agreed that you would make the site a wonderful place and you were an amazing mod in the roleplay room on mpp so we’re looking forward to working with you!
We will be promoting you asap.

Blake
Congratulations Blake!
Shazz and I agreed that you would make the site positive especially since everyone seems to love you lol you’re a cool person too. We can’t wait to work with you!
We will be promoting you asap.

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Thank you to everyone else who applied and we’ll most likely open up staff applications in the future. We love you all and have an amazing rest of your guy’s weekends.

uhm… alright.

@duchess (she deleted her acct)
Shazz_
KayaRoseWho
zofya
hidden5
Alyx💞
TheyLuvAsher.901
@tea-and-crumpets
Ŵølƒy_Hellhøund_Likes_Pizza
BheeseAlternateAccount
@Bandit
Ryleigh
virus_hex
jun

i probably missed a lot but theres a lot of yall so

PLEASE.
STOP.
LYING.
ABOUT.
YOUR.
AGE.
this is online and yeah I get it that some people are creepos but lying about your age is insane. I’m not calling anyone out here but just stop lying about your age to people. nobody on here (from what I know) is a pedo or anything like that and if anyone is then they will be banned but just… stop lying to people in general. its not necessary.

Shazz_

From all the years I’ve been friends with you today is a very special day for one reason only…
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!!
You’re finally 18 years old and I can’t believe you’ve made it this far. You have done nothing but kind in the world and throughout this community and I’m very grateful to have you here; as not only a member but as a friend.
I can’t say how many times you’ve helped me through everything and anything and there’s nothing much I can do but do the same. You’re an amazing person, student, (A VERY TALENTED) pianist, a son, and most of all, a friend. I couldn’t ask you to be anyone else but yourself. Keep up the good work.
I hope you have an amazing day today and I’m so sorry this post isn’t longer like I wanted it to be but I am in the process of making you something to make it up :)

WAIT!!
We have to wait until the site isn’t being poopy so we can promote you guys. I just realized that I can’t even look at the groups in order to give the trial mod to you all.

Thanks to Jordan, they sent me the link to the groups and so you three, ({_𝐘𝐋𝐋_}, KayaRoseWho, and Queer Trash) are now trial mods.
I will be making a gc with you guys and Shazz to have an extra way to communicate if there is something wrong.
Thank you all, and we look forward to working with you guys.

@tea-and-crumpets
KayaRoseWho
@Bandit
@m-i-l-o
@poptart
@Soggy_Bread
Alyx💞
Shazz_
zofya
TheyLuvAsher.901

Bandit deleted her account due to her not wanting to be on mppc anymore. It’s nothing because of anyone on here or what not she just didn’t feel like being here anymore. Us as a community will NOT go around making posts about it from this point on and any posts made about asking where she is will be deleted. We will respect Bandit’s decision and have open arms to her if she ever returns. A lot of you love Bandit but we have to respect what’s best for her. Thank you all for understanding.

finneass <33 uhm. not to really start anything here but uh. I don’t think everyone deserved you treating them like shit. I don’t think really anyone deserves to be treated like they’re nothing and that they’re just a mistake because quite frankly, I was one of those people who didn’t deserve your hate and you made me feel like everything was my fault and it wasn’t. I’m really sorry that you had to deal with losing a friend because I know all too well how that feels and I wouldn’t want to wish that pain on my worst enemy but I really don’t have anything else to say to you about anything. I really hope you get better but I won’t be there to see that happen.

Hey everyone! I would first like to wish everyone a good day especially if some of you guys are at school but, I just wanted to bring up something that’s been making it a little tricky to keep track of who’s who on the site. If you’re someone who changes your username or profile picture really often, like every few days or even multiple times a day, it can get pretty confusing for the rest of us. A lot of people recognize each other by their profile pictures and usernames, so when they change constantly, it’s hard to know who we’re talking to. Of course, you’re totally free to express yourself however you like, and I’m not saying you shouldn’t ever change your profile or name. But if you switch them too often, it can make conversations a bit disorienting, especially for those of us who are trying to keep up with different users. If possible, maybe consider sticking with one name and picture for a while before changing it again. That way, it’s easier for everyone to recognize and interact with you without having to keep guessing who’s behind a new profile. Thanks for considering, and I appreciate everyone being part of this community :)

im officially a moderater and I’m SO happy!! this is like a dream that I’ve always wanted to do and I’m so proud of myself for working this work to prove that I can do this job pretty well. I have had experience with mod/admin things on different platforms but to be a mod on here and help people in need is really a blessing. I hope to enjoy this site more and I know I said I was leaving the site but I’m not anymore this is like a really exciting thing for me

if any of you need anything please contact me and I’ll try my best to answer it asap. I’m 16 so I’m still in school chat so I might be busy with that or some other personal things but for the most part I’ll be online. <3

Seth [SethByers],

Today is just another reason to remind you how much I love you, but honestly, I don’t need a special day for that. Every single day with you feels like a celebration of love. You are my greatest blessing, the most beautiful part of my life, and the love I never knew I needed until you came along.

From the moment we met, my world changed. Your love has given me strength, joy, and peace in ways I never imagined. You make my heart feel safe, my soul feel cherished, and my mind feel at ease. There’s no one else in this world who could ever compare to you, and I’m grateful every single day that we found each other.

Loving you is the most natural thing in the world. It’s in your smile, your laugh, the way you hold me close when I need it the most. It’s in the little things. How you make me feel special even when I don’t feel my best, how you remind me that I’m loved beyond measure. I don’t take that for granted, and I never will.

I cherish every moment with you. The late-night talks, the silly jokes, the warm hugs, the adventures, and even the quiet times when words aren’t needed because we just get each other. You are my best friend, my safe place, my home. No matter what life brings, I promise to stand by your side, love you fiercely, and choose you over and over again.

On this Valentine’s Day, I want you to know that my love for you only grows stronger with time. You are my heart’s greatest joy, my love’s greatest adventure, and my forever and always.

Happy Valentine’s Day, my handsome boy.

Forever yours,
Rylie [Or Lexi]

Shazz_
Recently I just got done with drawing Gumball and since I know you LOVE TAWOG I thought that this drawing could be for you :) I’ve been working on it all day since I had to keep restarting because it looked bad but I made this one look better when I actually colored it and outlined everything. GUMBALL IS HARD TO DRAW!! But, I hope you like it!

finneass <33 exactly! i one hundred percent agree with this. a year ago my crusty ex’s friends actually bullied me to the point where I cut up my arm so bad and literally no one did anything about it bc all of them continued to bully me after the fact that I was genuinely hurting. like these kids make fun of people and dont care bc they’re getting love for it. the suicidal rates are higher than they were years ago bc kids these days think its okay. i struggle with suicide myself on a daily basis and ive lost a lot of people from suicide. two years ago today i lost my best friend connor from suicide like it hurts losing close people from suicide. it even hurts me from losing myself everyday why the actual fuck would i want to bully someone until they lose themselves too. god it makes me sad that we have to live with bullies all the time.

To all the people who want the old mppc back, I’m going to try my best to do that. I’m going to talk to Shazz and the other staff about doing so but until then could you all tell me what YOU miss about the old mppc and what should be changed? I want everyone’s say on it and I want to try and change everything from what you guys say. Hopefully us as a community though can change to the way it was as well though. Just because things might go back to the way it was doesn’t mean the rules don’t change.

It is finally time
To say
Happy birthday to me ❤️
And ofc Alyx💞 because they share a birthday with me and they’re like one of the only friends I’ve had over the years that has actually stayed lmaoo

Des,
I just want to let you know before I say anything that this post wont be deleted or whatever unless you personally want it to be.

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Okay. Time to say some things.

First of all, I just want to say thank you for sharing this. I know it must’ve taken a lot of strength and vulnerability to put this into words, and I want you to know that I hear you and I believe you. What happened to you was not your fault in any way, and I’m so, so sorry that you had to go through something like that.

You didn’t do anything wrong. Saying “I don’t know” doesn’t mean you gave permission. It doesn’t mean you were okay with what was happening. It means you were scared, overwhelmed, and frozen in a moment where your brain and body didn’t feel safe. That response is real. It’s valid. And it’s actually very common in trauma situations — it’s called a freeze response, and it happens when someone is in danger but doesn’t know how to escape or can’t find the words to fight back. Your body was trying to protect you in the only way it could. You are not weak for that.

It’s devastating that someone not only crossed your boundaries but ignored the signs that you were uncomfortable, scared, and not okay. That was a violation of your trust, and it never should’ve happened. And the fact that she’s younger doesn’t excuse anything. What she did was manipulative and predatory. Age doesn’t erase harm.

I can feel how much this has affected you, because I’ve been through things like this before too. The anger, confusion, sadness, and shame, and I just want you to know that none of those feelings are your fault. You’re not overreacting. You’re not being dramatic. You’re reacting like a human being who was hurt in a situation where you didn’t feel safe, and that’s completely valid.

I’m proud of you for telling Bradlee. That took courage. And I’m glad he listened and believed you. Even if he couldn’t fix what happened, having someone in your corner who takes you seriously matters. I know the idea of parents finding out can feel terrifying, especially with the fear of things blowing up or getting worse but please don’t ever feel like you’re responsible for protecting her or anyone else from the consequences of what she did. You are not the one who created this situation, she did.

If and when you’re ready, I really encourage you to talk to someone who can help more directly a counselor, therapist, or trusted adult who knows how to handle this stuff. Especially if they didn’t tell their parents about this. You deserve support, not silence. You shouldn’t have to carry this alone. I know it might feel overwhelming or scary to open that door, but there are people who can guide you through it.

You are not useless. You are not worthless. You are not broken. What happened to you was wrong, but it doesn’t define who you are. You’re still whole. Still worthy of love, respect, and safety. And I’m really proud of you for being brave enough to speak up even if it didn’t feel brave at the time.

Please don’t hesitate to reach out to me if you want someone to talk to, vent to, or just sit with you in this. You’re not alone in this, even if it sometimes feels like it. I’ll listen and I’ll be here for you every step of the way.

This isn’t going to go away but it’s a good thing to talk to someone about it that has gone through something similar because then they know how to maybe help and comfort more. Trust me, I’ve been through this. You can talk to me whenever and I’ll tell you everything.