Now I’m just gonna keep this short n sweet, an individual on BDNS by the name of kaykay looked suspicious so my dumbass decided to play as a 17+/18+ decoy because “hey is there anybody here that’s 17 and up, I’m bored can ya’ll dm me” SOUNDS UTTERLY WRONG and I’m often wondering is kaykay even 18 at all since SHE DOESNT type like a college student, she mostly types like this (NO EXAGGERATION btw) “borat is lil dummy kid who ain’t got no life if he talking to family like that”. Now kaykay had a CRUSH on me because “we share the same interests and feel like we have a connection” and she started asking me to move into HER COLLEGE IN TENNESSEE ALOT and obviously I’m 14 and I INSTANTLY FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE about EVERYTHING kaykay is doing and I want to get away from her and obviously I decided to contact a good fellow of mines called borat to ragebait/distract her since kaykay just pisses me off a lot with shit like “don’t you want a chance to meet me and marry” and I decided to say “hey you were talking to a 14 y/o aka me” and she didn’t believe that and I was pissed off because I DONT WANT TO DATE HER LIKE WTF MAN, you cant say shit like “Oh if you reject me because I’m black that means your racist” like get the fuck away from me dude your weird. Its one thing to say stuff like you want to talk to adults in a forum site FULL of minors but its another thing to say that your “man” is a minor trying to get away from you.
Obviously I decided to break up with her (I wasn’t even CLOSE to a relationship with her and breaking up with her association wise would save me from years worth of regret)
And so I did, but she often begs me to come back for her sigh and of course me and borat got banned for “ragebait” which I can kinda see that this was quite reasonable at the time.
I have this mental condition where I don’t tell authority figures such as parents/moderators about my problems cause they do nothing but take and take "for “helping purposes” and I feel like it would be better for me to take things into my own hands instead of having the feeling of someone higher than me involved with something mild or insane.
It may be the Chilling Effect or something else but its hard to describe my mentality.
But that’s not the point, I’m making this post to place my anger/hatred for this entire situation and if anything, I would’ve let a bowling ball fracture my skull than dealing with this shit.
So yeah BDNS sucks.
