I feel like my bf is dating me as a joke, honestly, his friends laugh every time they see me next to him.

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Terror when she told me, mmm
This is what you wanted
Somebody to hold me, mhmm
It’s all I ever wanted
(Ay)

All I’ve got is time
No hands
No crown
Eternal the shine
When no one’s around

I’ve had no plans on the lately
Paranoid they smile when they hate me
Fuck a urinal, piss in the mainstream
What I gotta chop off so you’ll place me
Choppin’ up snakey
Demons overtake me
Never had a good reason to be hasty
'Til the wheels fell off of the daydream
Yeah, we would just take it when we lazy
(Didn’t hesitate, it’s wild)

How we justify omega
When we get a taste of venom
Turn a quick fix into big dilemma
I’m a dog but I’m not sure if I’ll go to heaven
Thought I knew better
Sneaking pills from her purse
Bitch move, I belong in a hearse
Addy got me feeling like I’m fallin’ in reverse
Patty told me
Hiding in the shadows really only gonna make it worse

Terror when she told me, mmm
This is what you wanted
Somebody to hold me, mhmm (yeah, yeah)
It’s all I ever wanted (yeah)

I just wanna
Hold it
A future that would’ve been golden
Rumors of realms that don’t wither and fold in
All I smell is some mold in the corners
What good are you for, then?

Sweeter and more delectable, that torture
The more of those horrors that tend to enfold them
Putrid the stench from the stables
Forgotten rotted fable scapegoats they holed in
I paid for your rage
A million days
Look at me now, on my bullshit!

Bitch I shit on this place I was pulled in
Blood feathers break when I shed
But not ever dead
Upgrading my cage when I’m molting
Now that I’m free, what is even illegal?
Burn the whole church 'cause they’re perched on the steeple
Go open the door but you
(Won’t see no people)

We’re not going back
It’s a suicide mission!
Lights in my head always on
Every day is like Christmas
As long as there’s one person still out there listening
Then there’s still a resistance
All our dead dreams detonated right at the core of this mold pearl
We don’t need their assistance

No, wait, hold it!
Now I wield the dusty bone blade of the Ogress
Sold us downriver
Sold us down the Phlegethon but we floated
Just wait
Cause a carpet of bones 'til there’s nothing left pulsing
Woefully, I cannot help but to loathe this
I hope that nobody knows this
I’ll be there to deliver the finishing blow like a slow kiss

I’m gon’ turn into a ghost, I don’t feel my body
They say I’m broken, shattered bones, I don’t feel nobody
I’m healing scars up in the cold, leave me frozen now
I slowly walk a lonely road, I can’t save myself

Glock on me
I’m gon’ walk out the coffin, I shot thirty
See me hop on the block, take a lot for me
I got bugs in my conscious, I rot
Everyone plot on me, knock off his top
Fuck it
I’ve got slugs in my system, my shot’s loaded
Put the gun through your vision and pop forty
Like a bully I spin on your block
Spiderweb scope out the roof 'til they drop for me

I got all these demons in my grave that leave me vacant
Come and lay yo’ body with me baby, won’t awaken
Talkin’ with the Devil, sold my soul, but I could take it
I had nothin’ left to heal my heart that’s always breakin’

I got all these demons in my grave that leave me vacant
Come and lay yo’ body with me baby, won’t awaken
Talkin’ with the Devil, sold my soul, but I could take it
I had nothin’ left to heal my heart that’s always breakin’

Terror when she told me, mmm
This is what you wanted
Somebody to hold me, mhmm
It’s all I ever wanted
(Ay)

Terror when she told me, mmm
This is what you wanted
Somebody to hold me, mhmm (yeah, yeah)
It’s all I ever wanted (yeah, yeah)

I just wanna
Hold it
A future that would’ve been golden
Rumors of realms that don’t wither and fold in
All I smell is some mold in the corners
What good are you for, then?

Sweeter and more delectable, that torture
The more of those horrors that tend to enfold them
Putrid the stench from the stables
Forgotten rotted fable scapegoats they holed in

Etched like the base of a grave
Covered in old magazines and dead roses
Gotta put on a bold face for the lies and mistakes
All the pain happening right underneath our noses

Woefully, I cannot help but to loathe this
(Woefully, -o -o -o -oefully)
I- I- I hope that nobody knows this

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