iโve been debating making a reply for a bit because iโve never been the best at consoling during times like this but iโve decided to say something.
the fact you couldnโt bring yourself to attempt is a good thing, it means thereโs a part of you that still wants to hold on even through all of this. I hope that once you get therapy [which i agree, august is a bit too farโฆ] youโll be better.
I hope your mental state improves soon, sphinx. May God be with you throughout all of this ๐
