What makes it worse? I see her. All the time. On the daily, even. Every 6th hour. And we still talk. It’s not fair. She was my first true first love. I had one that was never meant to work out, but we could have. If only things had been just a little different.
I really did truly love her, too. So of course, it’s been 2 years, but it still…hurts. fml guys.

So I have really bad tonsillitis to the point where I can’t eat, drink or swallow and my mum left today to take my little brother out and my mum comes home and I’m still in bed where I feel so sick my temp today is 39.8 I’m bed ridden like it’s horrible I can’t even talk properly it’s like ny tongue is inflamed. My mum starts shouting at me saying “you had 3-4 hours to get fucking ready to go to ther pharmacy my tonsillitis was worse when I was younger you’re fucking fine get dressed now.” So I did that. My sister offered to brush my hair where my body just felt so weak and we overhear my mum slagging me off to my dad on the phone. I’m sorry it’s been 3 days and every day it’s been getting worse and worse and she expects me to be able to heal up in 3-4 hours like… I’ve been hardly able to sleep is the span of 3 days I’ve used a whole pack of paracetamol, half a pack of ibuprofen, 5 throat treatment sweets and nothings worked. And now I’m in the wrong becuase she expected me to be up and ready with a high ass temperature a weak body and constantly have to spit things out where I can’t swallow. Kt takes the piss like it’s not my fault. And she then has to cheek to say “oh so I’ve been out and nobody has cleaned up”. I’m sorry you expect me to clean up things that’s not my mess like plates and cups with a 39.8 temperature whilst I have tonsillitis and haven’t ate and drank for 2 days.

You Have people still yapping about Haechan smoking.

[This was Established IN JANUARY. It’s August now. AND BESIDES, HE’S ALREADY 24 YEARS OLD. ARE YOU HAPPY HE WAS ON A HIATUS FOR A MONTH?!?! Though I can see where most people are coming from. He’s suffering from heart conditions like heart palpitations, and a severe case of tonsillitis. But still. It’s his life. He can do whatever the fuck we want. He could be 60 Years old and you people are still talking to him about him smoking. Like. GET OVER YOURSELF. You are not a NCTizen just to tell NCT what to do and dictate their lives Into Sweet, Perfect, Hot, Idols. They’re Humans Too.]

You have people criticizing Lucas for leaving.

[It was Established WAY LONG AGO. That he was either forced to be kicked out, or he left. Due to allegations. HE WAS JUST A NORMAL PERSON AND U HAD TO BRING UP (Maybe) HIS PAST??? GET OVER YOURSELF. You are not a NCTizen just to tell NCT what to do and dictate their lives Into Sweet, Perfect, Hot, Idols. They’re Humans Too.]

You Have Taeil being kicked out and/or him leaving.

[Because He was accused of S3XU4L crime. And not to mention the fact that he Is also SUFFERING from An Injury that he Is STILL recovering from. OH. AND NOT TO MENTION, HE IS ALSO THE LEAST FAVORITE MEMBER. SOMEONE THAT DOESN’T LIKE TAEIL PROBABLY WANTED TO GET HIM KICKED OUT SO THEY CAN HAVE THEIR PRESIOUS NCT PEOPLE W/O THE LEST FAVORITE MEMBER “gEtTiNg iN tHe wAy.”]

It’s not hard just to stop. NCTizens and NCT themselves are and have already been fucked up. And you have people trying to make these situations worse.

GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.

(I don’t know what topic to put this in, so.)
(og topic: vent.)

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

Shadow Aww, buddy 😭 'preciate it dude- seriously.

what the frick

joe_shmoe3491 𝕃𝕄𝔽𝔸𝕆

joe_shmoe3491
𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕀 𝕒𝕞, 𝕀 𝕛𝕤 𝕘𝕠 𝕨/𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕝𝕠𝕨 💀

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠 𝕜𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕒 𝕛𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝔸𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕤𝕟’𝕥 𝕗𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕪.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕪 “ℂ’𝕞𝕠𝕟. 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕛𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕗𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕪!” 𝕋𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕛𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕥. 𝕐𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕦𝕤, 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝔸𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕧𝕖. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠𝕝𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕀𝕥, 𝕐𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕛𝕠𝕜𝕖 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕀𝕥.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕪 “𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖?” 𝔸𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕞𝕦𝕝𝕥𝕚𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕥𝕚𝕞𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕐𝕠𝕦’𝕣𝕖 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕝𝕪 𝕊𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕀𝕥.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪’𝕣𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 “𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 (ℕ𝕒𝕞𝕖) 𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖? 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕠 (𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤), 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕕𝕠 (𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥), 𝔸𝕣𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 (ℕ𝕒𝕞𝕖)? 𝕀 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕪𝕠𝕦’𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕥.” 𝕎𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕪𝕠𝕦’𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗, 𝕐𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕀𝕟 𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕒𝕝𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕐𝕠𝕦’𝕣𝕖 𝕦𝕡𝕤𝕖𝕥 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞, 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕦𝕡 𝕒𝕡𝕠𝕝𝕠𝕘𝕚𝕫𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞, 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕦𝕡𝕤𝕖𝕥.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖.

𝔼𝕕𝕚𝕥 <𝟛

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪’𝕣𝕖 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕨𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕘. 𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕘𝕒𝕤𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕚𝕡𝕦𝕝𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕐𝕠𝕦’𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕟 𝕦𝕡 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕞𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕋ℍ𝔼𝕐 𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕. 𝔹𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦.

𝕀 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝕥𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥, 𝔸𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕒𝕪 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟’𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟. 𝕐𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕪 𝔽𝕆ℝℂ𝔼 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕀𝕟𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟.

@yae-its-melanie-lokre hey, its alright. talk to me in dms about it if you need someone to talk to

joe_shmoe3491 oh ok

"Someone tells you to get over a joke. And the joke is about your dead Grandpa. And If he didn’t die, He would help you with your problems."
"I hate when They ALSO tell you to overcome the loss of your grandpa and leave It be. I also hate when they tell you “The joke Is funny. C’mon, Admit It. Just Admit It. It’s actually Hilarious.” And then when you say It’s not, They tell you ANOTHER joke about your dead grandpa. And ALSO a joke about your old Abusive Grandma."
It Hurts to vent about something that you need to get off your chest to other people, and they make a fucking joke about It."

"TLDR; Making Vent Jokes Aren’t Funny."

"Thanks for reading. @The_REAL_Machinist_From_Fortnite off. Good Night everyone. 😁"

It’s stupid but it always happens to me from time to time.
it always makes me want to cry out of nowhere
sometimes I draw with everything black just for that reason
I have run away from home 3 times and I come home around 2:30 am
I’m in school holidays but I’m scared
I always wonder how I don’t know
I feel like I’m going to die
they’ve taken me to the psychologist 4 times but it never gets solved
I think I want to commit suicide.
Yeah, i want to die but idk why

I’M CRYING OVER A DAMN DREAM ASF RN 😭

💀

Poly relationships mostly fail due to someone feeling left out. You should find better people for you, they do exist.

Here’s a song
Title: “Left in the Dark”

Verse 1:
We used to be a team, a trio, a flame
But now I’m just a ghost, a shadow of my name
She and Her, they don’t see me no more
I’m just a footnote, a secret they can’t ignore

Chorus:
I’m breaking free from the chains that bind
Leaving the heartache, the pain, the lies behind
I’m walking away, I won’t look back
No more apologies, no more attacks

Verse 2:
She was the start, the spark that ignited the fire
But she left me for Her, and I was just a desire
She came along, and I thought we had a chance
But now I’m just a pawn, a game they play with no romance

Chorus:
I’m breaking free from the chains that bind
Leaving the heartache, the pain, the lies behind
I’m walking away, I won’t look back
No more apologies, no more attacks

Bridge:
I tried to hold on, but it’s slipping away
I’m just a whisper, a echo of what we used to say
I’m done with the games, the lies, the pain
I’m taking back my heart, my love, my life again

Chorus:
I’m breaking free from the chains that bind
Leaving the heartache, the pain, the lies behind
I’m walking away, I won’t look back
No more apologies, no more attacks

Outro:
I’ll rise up from the ashes, like a phoenix born
I’ll find my way, my voice, my heart, my home
No more hiding, no more shame
I’m breaking free, and I’m not to blame.

@Bandit what drama?

@ry_rylie yeah. One of my friends told herm(i told her to)

Also she stole my wallet and wouldn’t give it back until her friend made her