finneass <33 …
still white schools bruh 🐧

What did I do… I wanna fix whatever I did wrong. I wanna be able to become someone better and someone who people will remember if I ever leave. I don’t want the spotlight but why. Just honestly why. I’ve been on the edge of coming home and writing a new death note and take it from there. I just honestly can’t do it anymore.

Bc I don’t get it. We’re doing math finals and… I don’t get it. Im failing three of my seven classes and if I don’t get the grades up I have to go to summer school. I have until the 30th of this month and I’m struggling. I fucking can’t breathe and I’m freaking out. My mom isn’t going to make me not go to summer school and it’s literally the whole summer. I fucking hate my school rn. My math teacher is a bitch too it’s like she hates me so how am I supposed to pass or try to pass this exam and this math final if I’m scared that she’s just going to get annoyed with me bc she gets annoyed whenever I ask to go to the bathroom. Like seriously just kill me atp. Bc I can’t do it anymore.

finneass <33 take a break, do whatever you need to do. You’re fine, don’t worry.

Wish you the best <3

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ Bro what the fuck, I know someone like that irl! He told me he was tired of dating so many women and was gonna wait for “the one” to find him. He literally went back on his word in under a week and was dating a girl from the Internet 😭 I’m so sorry you had to deal with that it’s shitty as hell

Oh don’t worry, you’re all good

deep in the depths of my despair
the way i feel is so unfair
from the silent chaos in my mind
i wish to sever
five desperate attempts to escape forever.

i’m fine
(i’m lying)
i’m sorry
(i’m trying)
maybe you’re better off without me.
i wish i’d be enough for you,
if only.
let me drown it out
with the water from the sea.

honestly, telling parents and suing is good, however, you should make media posts about it
had this one student complain about a teacher treating her wrongly and because it blew up so much it gave the school a neg rep and were forced to fire the teacher

@finneass bless you Finn I lost my grandmother and for her birthday we’re letting off helium filled dove balloons and watch them fly off

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ Im sorry Ry :( Im here if you decide to talk to someone about it but you absolutely dont have to. I hope things turn around for you.

@ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx Thanks!

borrowed_time honestly I say go for it! the worst that could happen is them rejecting you or just wanting to be friends. but its okay bc you’ll find more than one person out there but you should fr go for it :))

@Cassie In my 2+ years of being on this forum, Ive never been quoted before. I feel so special lol

The Jayce Gilpin compilation was an amazing listen! While the variations sound similar, they all piece together perfectly; the change to the laid-back part half-way in was almost symphonic as I’d describe it. Also just read your Audio compilation post, I’m sorry about what happened, sounds you’ve been through much this year, though I’m glad you had help too. Hope things are getting better soon.

Ghost of you, I felt that aligned well with the second half of the story, beginning all scattered and closing in a firm note; wow!

zack Yeah, that would be helpful.

borrowed_time Fear