@Soggy_Bread you scared me because I was drinking while staring at the page 😭

@boykisser damn-

@tea-and-crumpets it ok

@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta oh ass memory go brrr

@Your_Local_Sun_Or_Yuta said in I don't understand. [TW: Mentions of Suicide, Abuse, Self Harm, SA.]:

you are actually one of the best partners i could ever have, i’m about to cry asf asf

same😭

Shadow dude, I’m so sorry. If there’s anything someone can do to help, please reach out. We will try to support you in any way that we can… ❤️‍🩹

@Your-Local-Reaper

same pfp but new song

@Flip-Ditcher It’s okay, dude. We understand. It’s still a vent, and we are here to listen. <3

@Soggy_Bread LMFAO

Shadow said in Don't you just love it when...?:

When you see that you could have done so much more but you were too caught up in you’re own god damn head to even see what you could do and accomplish in life?

🙋 Yeah. It’s not- fun. Uh- if you wanna talk, hmu bronana bread-

Hiiiii, so like I don’t really do this much abt my mental health and stuff ect. But I wanted to share even tho most of u don’t give a shit but Ik probably only one person cares. But anyway, I go to a new school and so far it’s pretty great it’s only my 3rd day but it’s actually pretty great. I feel more happy and less depressed and shit and I thought I was gunna be nervous but I’m not like at all for someone who has a lot of anxiety and depression I’m surprised that I not really nervous!.
But since I left the old school I feel so much better and stuff.
But my old school is stupid.
So as you know I’m at a new school and in ORDER for me to get in a new school my old school needs to send my new school my shit. And they DID and my parents didn’t register me into my old school and they keep saying I go there and they keep saying “ur child is absent” and shit when they can clearly see I DONT GO THERE ANYMORE!. ugh and they even called to n text message and they said that I already missed half the year. Like bitch it hasn’t been a half a year only like a week, like wtf that school is broken af.
And the reason why so much kids has left and sent shitty reviews is bc that school does nothing abt anything they say they care abt us and that there is ok to say but u don’t do anything abt it. They are always on the side of the person who bullying u or harassing u even threatening you. I got called road kill and almost got ran over so meany times and when I reported it they did nothing and it might have not been IN the school but it was on there school grounds. Ugh people

What makes it worse? I see her. All the time. On the daily, even. Every 6th hour. And we still talk. It’s not fair. She was my first true first love. I had one that was never meant to work out, but we could have. If only things had been just a little different.
I really did truly love her, too. So of course, it’s been 2 years, but it still…hurts. fml guys.

So I have really bad tonsillitis to the point where I can’t eat, drink or swallow and my mum left today to take my little brother out and my mum comes home and I’m still in bed where I feel so sick my temp today is 39.8 I’m bed ridden like it’s horrible I can’t even talk properly it’s like ny tongue is inflamed. My mum starts shouting at me saying “you had 3-4 hours to get fucking ready to go to ther pharmacy my tonsillitis was worse when I was younger you’re fucking fine get dressed now.” So I did that. My sister offered to brush my hair where my body just felt so weak and we overhear my mum slagging me off to my dad on the phone. I’m sorry it’s been 3 days and every day it’s been getting worse and worse and she expects me to be able to heal up in 3-4 hours like… I’ve been hardly able to sleep is the span of 3 days I’ve used a whole pack of paracetamol, half a pack of ibuprofen, 5 throat treatment sweets and nothings worked. And now I’m in the wrong becuase she expected me to be up and ready with a high ass temperature a weak body and constantly have to spit things out where I can’t swallow. Kt takes the piss like it’s not my fault. And she then has to cheek to say “oh so I’ve been out and nobody has cleaned up”. I’m sorry you expect me to clean up things that’s not my mess like plates and cups with a 39.8 temperature whilst I have tonsillitis and haven’t ate and drank for 2 days.

You Have people still yapping about Haechan smoking.

[This was Established IN JANUARY. It’s August now. AND BESIDES, HE’S ALREADY 24 YEARS OLD. ARE YOU HAPPY HE WAS ON A HIATUS FOR A MONTH?!?! Though I can see where most people are coming from. He’s suffering from heart conditions like heart palpitations, and a severe case of tonsillitis. But still. It’s his life. He can do whatever the fuck we want. He could be 60 Years old and you people are still talking to him about him smoking. Like. GET OVER YOURSELF. You are not a NCTizen just to tell NCT what to do and dictate their lives Into Sweet, Perfect, Hot, Idols. They’re Humans Too.]

You have people criticizing Lucas for leaving.

[It was Established WAY LONG AGO. That he was either forced to be kicked out, or he left. Due to allegations. HE WAS JUST A NORMAL PERSON AND U HAD TO BRING UP (Maybe) HIS PAST??? GET OVER YOURSELF. You are not a NCTizen just to tell NCT what to do and dictate their lives Into Sweet, Perfect, Hot, Idols. They’re Humans Too.]

You Have Taeil being kicked out and/or him leaving.

[Because He was accused of S3XU4L crime. And not to mention the fact that he Is also SUFFERING from An Injury that he Is STILL recovering from. OH. AND NOT TO MENTION, HE IS ALSO THE LEAST FAVORITE MEMBER. SOMEONE THAT DOESN’T LIKE TAEIL PROBABLY WANTED TO GET HIM KICKED OUT SO THEY CAN HAVE THEIR PRESIOUS NCT PEOPLE W/O THE LEST FAVORITE MEMBER “gEtTiNg iN tHe wAy.”]

It’s not hard just to stop. NCTizens and NCT themselves are and have already been fucked up. And you have people trying to make these situations worse.

GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.

(I don’t know what topic to put this in, so.)
(og topic: vent.)

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Shadow Aww, buddy 😭 'preciate it dude- seriously.

what the frick

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